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Happy Valentine

2009-02-14T23:30:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone.

Happy Valentine Day. Hope everyone get to spend a great Valentines day with your special one. Anyone have any juicy details to tell me. Always open for stories. You know me, I am a real "pat kung". Hahahaha.

Well didn't do anything great this Valentine day. Not like I have someone "special" to celebrate with and no one ask me out for a date too. Hahaha..So like I told my friends, I stayed in my room and sang..

"All by myself...I want to be all by myself"

Hahaha...Ok I didn't sang that song but I practically sat in front of my laptop the whole day. Woke up in the morning and followed my parents and sister for breakfast. After that sat in front of the laptop to watch "Thank You For Waking Us Up (SS501)" before continue to finish my assignment that I was suppose to give to Joanne yesterday but decided to procrastinate and finish it today.

Sorry Joanne...You know I love you right...hahahahaha

After that,I was practically watching Youtube the whole day. I was watching at long last "We Got Married Episode 42". Actually had been watching this variety show for a long time but decided to stop after subbing of the show had stop by many of the fansubbers as this show is protected by copyrights law and also because my favourite couples, Andy/Solbi and Hwangbo/HyunJoong had left. I kept watching this show because of In Young/Crown J, Hwanhee/Solbi (my fav too) and because there is the sexy Son Dambi.

It's sad that they, the fansubbers stop subbing this great show as the owners are asking Youtube to delete all this variety show due to copyrights law. I think it is a stupid action by them as they lose more viewers through the Internet as many Korean variety show fans watch it through Youtube and support this show. I know is their right but they should then find an alternative for us and let us support this show legally and through other means. For us, it is so hard to get this show accept if there is any cable TV in our country that subscribe to those channels. Aih.

Well the reason of blogging today is because I also do not know why either. Probably because I was a bit emo after watching the "We Got Married Episode 41". This is because at that episode In Young/Crown J couple at last "broke-up" and stop acting in that variety show. Well for those who don't know what this show is all about, it is about getting two celebrity couple and make them live as a make believed married couple and go through married life.

Well I didn't like In Young/ Crown J couple at the beginning as they were always fighting but later when they opened their heart to each other, they seem like a great couple. Although I know this is a make believe variety show and may be scripted, but I strongly believe that those who are in this show did put a little of their feelings into it.

So watching them part made my eyes teary again. This is my third time getting all teary for this show. First was for Andy/Solbi, later for Hwang Bo and Hyun Joong couple and now for In Young/ Crown J couple. The reason of becoming teary was that this couple really show how two different personality people could change for each other and how no matter you fight, you still go back to the person you love. Just got really mixed feeling for this couple that I too don't understand. Really and above all, watching this on Valentines day, of all days to do it.

Well practically is just a crazy day. That's all

Oh another thing is that, yesterday my friends and I took those Japanese sticker pictures in Sunway and it turn out really good especially the model pose. Wow I didn't know that I could pose like that. Most of the time, it turn out very bad. I think this time is because of the lighting. Well this is the picture.

top (left-right) Jzune, Me, Shih Nee
bottome (left-right) Siew May, Mun Yee, Sue Hui

Dont we look great. All of us look really like model.

Anyway just want to say

Happy Valentine Day to everyone.
May more love surround you as each day passes.

And Happy Valentine Day to my "lou po."
Wait for me.
I'll promise to make you the most happiest person in the world
Wait for me ok? Happy Valentine Yoo Bin-ah!
유빈아, 사랑해.

Yoo Bin

Hahahaha...Did I shock you all. Hahaha...Joking joking la...But I do really like girls who had this kind of style and looks.

Hahaha..Anyway that is all for now. Love you all

Horizons

New Semester Begin

2009-01-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hello all,

Well new semester is already started. Taking four subject which requires a lot of reading. Looks like this semester, I will not be able to play much. Aih..

I need motivation. What should I do? I still have not started on my chapter 2 for my FYP which is the literature review and I need to hand my FYP by end of March. Please God...Give me motivation...hahahaha

With the new semester beginning there are so many things that need to be done. First to settle down with classes, get ready for my Tae Kwan Do club, recruit members, do this do that, I really hope that I have more then 24 hours in my life.

Well just rambling on my blog that's all, but now there is 2 things that is playing in my mind now.
First of all is my FYP and second is whether to join the GTF Wilayah Persekutaan Competition this coming March. I've been learning Tae Kwan Do for the past 2 years and I think is time to participate in the competition but I'm so afraid that I do not have time to practice and all. I really want to participate in the sparring competition but I don't think that I could build up my stamina in 2 months only and also the time needed for practice. So i thought it will be better if i participate in the pattern competition. Aih..should I or should I not..Pai seh leh...

Hahahaha...well uploaded some new songs on my blog , so please listen okay...if you all like la...randomness again

On another note, I was really embarrassed to see a picture of our citizen burning flags of Israel to demonstrate their displease and anger of the invasion of Israel into Palestine. It is not ethical and wrong to burn other nations flag due to your anger of the nation action. I mean we catch and imprison those who burn our own nation flag as it is a disgrace act and a disrespectful act towards the nation but now our citizen are doing that to another nations' flag. This is wrong. If you do not do the act of burning flag on your own nation flag then do not do it onto others. Think about it if citizens of another nation is burning your nation flag, would you feel happy?

As the saying goes, do not do what you do not want others to do upon you. Is just an eyesore seeing that picture of our own citizens burning the flag of Israel. Do not get me wrong. I do not agree the action of Israel of invading Palestine and causing so many causalities in that invasion. Children the most innocent victims are also targeted in that war. Is wrong. I do not understand nor I do not know what is the history between the war between Israel and Palestine but I beg and pray that they will stop this ridiculous nonsense and action. This act is not bringing them anywhere nor is benefiting them now or in the future. Live in peace. Find a solution. Both nation are children of God. None is superior then the other and God will be displease when we kill each others. 'Love thy neighbours and you love thy self' this is what Jesus preach and teach and I think this is very true no matter what religion you are from.

Some randomness I want to blog about. hehehe

Well that is all for now. Till then.

Bye

Horizons

Happy New Year

2009-01-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year everyone..

Although is a bit late but is not that late though. Is still a New Year though. Well 2008 went quite quickly if you ask me. Didn't know the years pass on just like that...Didn't even get to really appreciate my life as a person who live in this world for 21 years. Okay these are somethings I haven't do yet as a legal adult..

1. Go into casino. (pai seh until now haven't get into a casino aduh!)
2. Find a GF (so saddening right)
3. I think that's all..hahahaha.

Yeah I know la...kinda stupid right but that is the two things I haven't do yet. Kinda saddening la, furthermore I am going to be 22 in like 3 months. How times flies. Can't it be a bit slower. However on the good side, it was a really great 2008.

Why 2008 was great?

1. Industrial Training at Traders Hotel Kuala Lumpur. (got into a great company with great
people)
2. Celebrated my 21st birthday which was attended by both my grandmas, family members,
uncle and aunt from England, relatives, uni friends and high school friends. (Thanks
everyone).
3. Celebrated friends' 21st birthday.
4. Got 2A in Uni exams. (at long last, unfortunately my CGPA drop again recently due to a C)
5. At long last got to go on a Road Trip with my High School Mates to Malacca and Muar.
6. Prepare a great Campaign, "Be Above The Rest With English At Its Best".
7. Got the highest marks for executing the campaign (sadly I got a C for this paper..hehehe)
8. Spend time in Singapore.
9. Took the courage to watch One Litres of Tears.
10. Pass My Korean Beginner Examinations.

Well practically this is why 2008 was such a great year, and also I at long last change my blog skin..Hahahaha...

Well for 2009 there are something I hope to achieve,

1. Stop vulgarity. (A pact I did with Jzune).
2. Lose weight ( A promise I did with Jzune, Tiff and Jo Anne.. so you people help me OK).
3. Graduate with Good honours.
4. Come out with a great final year project.
5. Get to visit Korea, Japan or China for a trip
6. Finish my fanfic for crying out loud.

Hahahaha..so these are my resolution for these year but I think I will be breaking most of it though but, we shall see then....Now for some pictures.

2005. A full High School Reunion. Must Do it Again sometime

With Mable at her 21st birthday

With Ei Leen. My dear bit**With Sailormoon Venny..hehehe

With my beloved 누님, Mun Yee

Actually I want to put more pictures but sadly all my pictures were deleted due to my harddisk who decided to end its life before I could do anything. Thus all my pictures and memories went with it. Aih..

Anyway just something random. I am crazy with Japanese song and drama again. Will be adding new songs into my blog so do listen especially Arashis' Beautiful Days and News' Summer Time.

That's all for now
안녕.

Pics and more pics

2008-12-06T22:50:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone. How are all of you. I hope that everyone is well and happy. Well is been another tough semester. I just realized that I have not bloged since my last semester exam. We again I would like to apologize as I was busy preparing my campaign at UTAR that had happen on November 7 2008. It was a lot of work as I was the sponsorship manager. Well to cut things short, the campaign was a true success and we manage to get the highest among all the other group with 28 marks out of 30. Is truly amazing. Our group work really hard to make this a success and our client and lecturers found our campaign a good one and also labeled it as professional. Is truly an honour.

Well only 3 more days to my exams again. Hopefully I will score again during this semester as I did really good during the last which raised my CGPA to 3.4. Just another 0.1 will lead me to first class honours which I am really hoping for to further my studies. Well must study hard. FIGHTING!!!!

Well wont be blogging much today but will be posting lotso of pics. So be prepare..hahahaha.. Well will do it into two parts. The first parts will be some pictures of my birthday party on 5th April 2008 and my Malacca trip with high school friends during October.

My 21st Birthday

My birthday cake...yummy

My parents and sister

Cousin, nephew,niece, uncle and aunt and granny
Standing (L-R) Alison(niece), Wilkinson(nephew) and 'Piu Jie Fu'(cousin-in-law)
Sitting(L-R) Mun Jie(cousin), paternal Granny, Ah Pak(uncle), Pak Leong(aunty)

Guys friends during my birthday (They look better then me..aih..hahaha)
(L-R) Mun Sum, Adrain, Me, Soon Seng, Wai Sam

Beloved high school friends. I've know some of you for more then 10 years. Hope that our friendship last till eternally.
Backrow (L-R): Soon Seng, Mun Sum, Wai Sam, Adrian
Frontrow (L-R): Chien Yi, Kah Yin(cousin), Me, Hui Sing, Roberta

The great Uni friends. You are a great bunch of crazy, friendly friends. Although we got to knew each other for 3 years but its like I've been knowing you for many years. Love you guys.
Standing(L-R): Bryan and Kelvin
Sitting(L-R): Yeow, Jo Anne, Li Mei, Me, Jacq@Mak Cik, Kumu@ Ah Ka, and Victoria

It was a great birthday party as many of my close friends we there to celebrate the occasion with me. It was great too cause my paternal granny from Malacca and also Uncle and Aunt from England was there to celebrate my birthday. Mun Yee@누님 and Eu Jeen was here but didnt get to take a picture of her. Sadly Jzune and Tiffany can't make it that day too as the were needed to be at work in Malacca. Stupid company of them who ask them to work on my birthday..Cis Cis..hahaha...well it will be great if you both were there too. Anyway would like to thank everyone who make it to my birthday. It was real great.

Malacca and Muar Trip Oct'08

Malacca Town. View of A'Famosa and Dataran Pahlawan

At St.Paul Hill
(L-R) U-Yin, Soon Seng, Hui Sing
(Centre) Me

All of us. Million Ringgit smile.
Soong Seng, Chien Yi, Me, U-Yin and Hui Sing

Again all of us. It was a great sunny day.
(L-R): Me, U-Yin, Hui Sing, Chien Yi, Soon Seng

At the great satay shop near Mahkota Parade. Was once situated at the Jonker Street. If you're in Malacca and not taste this great satay, it will be a waste.

Night scene at Muar

Me and Soon Seng at a temple in Muar

My first outstation trip with my friends. Never been outstation with friends before until I am 21. Real great trip as we talked a lot of old stuff, eat, and just purely have fun. Somehow i miss that day and hope we can do it again once more.

Well this is part one of the pics. I will be posting more pics soon.

Love ya,
horizons, 육휘

Last 2 Paper More

2008-09-19T20:21:00.002+08:00

Hello....Blogging again a day before my exams. I think I really become more crazy.. I'm taking this exam to lightly. I just don't know why. I really hope that my CGPA will not fall this semester cause if it really fall I am really DEAD.

Aih still got Culture Communication paper. Die la..Didn't really pay attention during his class so not sure what to study. Furthermore tips given but so many things need to memorize. I now feeling very guilty. But can't blame leh...Before his class, I had a 2hours class and that class is like hell on earth. So tense when i go to that class. But well is all excuses. Should have studied earlier. Furthermore my Korean exam is on this Sunday and I really have not touch my Korean for like 2 weeks already.. Aih... I really need divine intervention now.

But there are things to be happy about. At least my sponsorship for the campaign is working. Thank God. So far got two and hopefully will gave more positive response soon.

Well should continue to study now. See ya all

God bless

Horizonw

Gosh..Exams

2008-09-17T21:17:00.001+08:00

Gosh...Having exams now. Actually will be having my Crisis Management Paper tomorrow and I am still blogging. I must be crazy here. Dunno why am I blogging here anyway. Hope I would not be having a crisis tomorrow. God please help me. After tomorrow paper I will still be having another 2 more paper. Hope I have enough time to study especially the Sunday's papers

Well is been long since I blog. Just don't know why I am not blogging nowadays. I really have a lot of things that I want to blog but it seems my time is used to sleep, play games and watching crunchyroll or youtube. I am going Korean nuts now... probably my past life I was a Korean...Hmm wonder wonder...or probably I was a concubine in the imperial palace of China....hahahaha..Yang Guifei... hmmm...

Ok I am definetely crazy here. But anyway will blog my thoughts probably on Friday or Sunday depends on my studies. Oh! If you people got Astro, do watch KBS World channel at 303 on Saturday 10.50 p.m for Love in Asia. Is a must watch. is no no drama but story of real life people. Quite cool. So watch ok.

Roberta congrats on your birth of a wonderful baby girl. May God bless her with every good things to her and grow up to be a healty and respectful person and also respect her parents.

So thats all for now.. Annyong

Its July, 7 months passed in 2008

2008-07-18T00:44:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone. I'm here to blog again. Funny thing is I will be having my mid term tomorrow but I have not even touched anything yet and I am here still blogging. Wonder what is going on my mind now. Actually I had something to blog today but I thought of it, well I should save it for another day.

Well 7 months had passed in 2008 and it's going to be 2009 soon. Wow... Just another 10 more months before I'll graduate. Isn't it fast. Whoosh!!! Must really spend my 5 more months of 2008 wisely. Really do not want to regret later in 2009. I knew I did when 2007 passed. Today, I will be posting some great pictures that I've took throughout the 7 months of 2008, starting from 31 December 2007 at the club I went to celebrate the New Year

With my cousin, Nikita at my grandma room before we went for PARTYYY!!!!!!!!

With my cousin Nicole, before entering the club, don't we look KAWAII?
Probably her not me.. I'm BEAR!
Me, Nicole,Nikita and my sis. In the Club
My sis and Me. Holding our drinks. First time drinking Vodka! Whoot Whoot!!HAPPY NEW YEAR. Beautiful fire works.

Well that are some of the picture that I took during New Year. The next sets of pics are pictures that I took in Traders Hotel and with some of my managers.

Thin Thin, my Myanmar Manager from Traders. She is a very funny person and treat me very nice.

Yayoi -san, my Japanese Manager. Hai! Nippon jin desu. Pretty right. She is also another funny person, thought me alot of Japanese words during my training in Traders.
Took at one of the rooms while I was doing my inspection. hehehehe
At KL Convention Centre, beautiful view of the park.

Kinda miss my time I had in Traders Hotel. Did learn a lot during my training there. Hope to meet all you people when I have the chance to.. Well the next set of pictures are the most important of all... MY BIRTHDAY at my granny house on 5th April 2008 ( I celebrated a day earlier)

The High School Guys Friends. ( I look like a big fat COW! Why everyone look so 'ying'?)
(L-R) Mun Sum, Adrian, Me, Soon Seng, Wai Sam

My Uni Friends with my aunt and cousin doing 'clever' pose behind..Hahahah
(Mun Yee@ 누님, Jo Anne, Kumu@ Ah Ka, Jacq, Me, Li Mei, Bryan,
Victoria, Kelvin, and Abang Goh

Uni Friends Again. They are a bunch of crazy people. Trust Me
(L-R Behind) Bryan, Me, Kelvin
(L-R sitting) Abang Goh, Jo Anne, Li Mei, Jacq@ Mak Cik, Kume and Victoria
My dearest high school friends. With out you, I wont be what am I today. Love you all
(L-R) Chien Yi, Nikita,Soon Seng, Me,Mun Sum, Hui Sing, Wai Sam, Adrian

Thank you for coming

My Yummy CakeMy Sis, Mom, Me and Dad. Thank for celebrating my birthday. Love ya!

Next stop some other pics I want to share. Well as the saying goes, Sharing is Caring!

Congrats Roberta. Happily married now with a baby. May God bless you with a happy marriage and more babies to come. Congrats once again

With Jzune at the FAM Nite. Food was great. First ever time in Palace of the Golden Horses.
With Notti Girl, Tiff. See how notti she is...hehehehehe

Well folks thats all, need to get back to study. Hope you like the pics.

Love ya and take care

Hello Every One Again. It's Been a Long Six Months Haitus

2008-06-08T16:41:00.003+08:00

Wow it's been so long since I stop blogging. It must be my lazy bug that stop me from blogging. Everyone had been complaining to me about me not updating my blog, well so since I am a bit free today in univ I shall blog what you had been missing about my life the last six months.

Well first of all, I'd experience my first clubbing experience during 31st December 2007. It was at Pj Hilton and I think the place is call Chilis or something like that. It was kinda cool since I'm the 'good boy' who doesn't goes clubbing right... but since is the New Year eve and my sister, cousin, aunts and uncle is going there, so why not. It was totally cool going there at the first time. Well the place is more like for those who are 35 years old - 55 years old range people so it was kinda not like those area where young adults are rowdy and all noisy. Did had really great fun, met a lot of cool aunts who were there. Dance and shake my boobs till it nearly drop. Drank a few drinks... So it was cool altogether.

Well then later came new year of 2008. Made some resolution but now I have forgotten what I made, well who cares right. Hahahahha... 2008 January marks my new semester not in UTAR but in Traders Hotel as an intern. Was so nerve wracking on the first day. Well, in the hotel industry you always need to look sharp, be knowledgeable, soft spoken and also confident at the same time. I was so afraid I couldn't adept to the new environment there.

First day, reached at KLCC at 8.00 a.m and sat there like a dumb ass until 8.30 before walking over to Traders. Reached there around 8.45 a.m and headed to the HR department, wand waited again to begin our training. Around 9 after my course mate arrive, we were taken to a room to have a short briefing by the HR executive there. She was a very nice person, told us a lot of tips and what should we do. She was like a big sister to us during our duration there at Traders. Before we had our lunch we were taken for a house tour around Traders Hotel, and got to step into SkyBar. Really is a real great spot to hang out as the scene there is unbelievable especially at night.

After lunch, we were brought to the Sales and Marketing Department for our training. That was then the first day of our training until April 16. It was a great experience. The managers and directors there were really friendly and also willing to teach. Although I did not get to get a lot of hands on to do the many PR work, but I did learn a lot through observation and alot on how a hotel is run. It was really a great experience there. I didn't regret doing my internship over at Traders Hotel although a lot of my friends got to do events and lotso of other cool stuff but working in Traders was a cool and memorable time of my life.

Also in April I had my birthday. Well officially I am an adult now. I', 21. Cool Cool.... had my birthday at my granny house and was attended by many high school friends, college friends and also relative. Sadly 5 person didn't come to my party. June, Hon Wai and Guang who is now at Australia and UK couldn't make it due to their study. Really hope you were actually there with me that day to celebrate with me. Suet Jzune and Notti Girl Tiffany couldnt be there too due to last minute work at Malacca. Curse their boss.

Did had a great time that day with my friends. So thank you to all of you had come and wishes me a great birthday. it was definitely the best birthday I had.

Hmm.... Do not know what else was significant the past six month but now I am in my final year of my uni. Really stress... Too much assignments to do but little time to finish it. I really need 36 hours in my life now. So tired.

Well, need to leave for class not... Be updating soon....

Love you all.

Season Of Giving

2007-12-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. Well December is here and there 24 days left back in 2007. So how are you all going to spend this last 24 days of 2007. I hope you all will be doing something that will last in your memories forever. Well is also the season of giving again. What season you may ask? Well is Christmas time again.

Well Christmas is just around the corner. Have you done your Christmas shopping yet? Well me neither too. Haven't start or actually haven't event start thinking what to get. Aish, just do not know what to get for everyone. Although I may not be giving everyone a present cos no money la, but I would like to give you a little present which do not cost a lot.

Is to all of you who comes and read or scroll but I would like to share this MV with you. Is call Only Love or in Korean Saranghana Jyo. This song is about giving love during this season of giving. I think that is the best present one can receive. So if you meet anyone on the street give your love to them and make them happy. A simple smile will do.

So I Hope you like my early Christmas Present. Enjoy. SM Town- Only Love

Nov 24, 2007 - A Day I Had Fun And Done Stupid Stuff.- A Memorable Day

2007-11-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hello people. How are you? Hope everyone is well and happy. Gosh is nearly the end of my semester already! Feel like so fast only but what to do seven weeks only ma. But not so stress la. Fell kinda relax this semester. No need to rush on assignment so was fun la. Oh yeah and one more month is already 2008. So fast right. 20 years like that gone already. I wonder what next year will bring.

Yeah need to say a Big WELCOME BACK to Hon Wai and June Lee, who just came back last week from Australia for their summer hols. I am glad that you are back, as is been so quite when you all left early this Feb. So hope to hang out with both of you more often before you both fly back for another year. Hehehehehehe

Wow, yesterday 24th was such a fun day man. Is was just a day full of surprises. For those who are not Korean Wave fans, probably you will kinda loose out in here and it might sound kinda gayish... hahahahaha...

Well yesterday was DBSK or known as Dong Bang Shin Ki 2nd Asia Concert. It was a concert i anticipated although at first i didnt really want to go. But I was really glad i made the right choice to attend the concert. So cut it short. I reached Merdeka Stadium at 2.45 p.m. Well the concert only starts at 8 p.m. but i was there early as I was sitting at a free sitting area. So as I wanted to be the first at the gate the get good spot for my sit (yeah lah i know i Kia Su) so was there super early. Hey at least i not like some of those fans who came like 9 a.m. Crazy right.

so from 2.45 p.m. I was like a dumb ass, sitting on the floor with my novel and Mc Nuggets waiting for 3 hours before they open the gate. Luckily 30 mins before the gate opens my sis arrive so not so sien la.. But that 3 hours of waiting for so so so so boring. I coudnlt believe myself that I would sit there and did it.

Next come the stupidest thing I done. As we were entering the concert venue, those people form behind keep on pushing. I was nearly squeeze to death man. Then the Stupiad Organizers, CMG ABSOLUTE, was so STUPIAD to open one small tiny gate for us to go in. Thank God there were not a lot of people, nearly 1900 people was entering the stadium. If there were more I think accidents will happen. See la Malaysian organizers KANASAI betul. What if people fainted? Sure problem banyak. The fans also one kind also. Dont la push. You late you wait la. Push people to the front. I think some of them were going to faint.

Well I couldnt stand it anymore. I shouted at all of them and giving them my piece of mind. I told them that is still early and DBSK will not be running away. And after I shouted or more like Scoleded them everyone went pin drop silence. Scary wey. If someone 'bo song' me i sure kena hentam. Hahahaha... but at least they kinda listen for like 3 mins only la, probably less. hahahaha..Anyway... kinda shock that i dare to do this in public. Never in my mind I thought I could do this.

But as the concert start. I was so high that i keep on screaming their names. Especially Jea Joong. Yunho and Changmin. Crazy wey... I shout until my head pain like wanna burst. But I still keep on shouting. Hehehehehe.... Jae Joong solo, Crying was so romantic. And Micky, One Last Cry too was good. Changmin solo was so grown up. But poor thing la Yunho couldnt dance as he hurt his pelvis. But i was so happy, as they sang most of my fav song.

But the last part when they sang Ballons and Hug, I was totally 200% high already. I was standing, moving, shouting, screaming, dancing, and my boobs were bouncing up and down. hahahahaha... But it was all good fun. Now my vocal cord is so pain even when I laugh a bit, my throat also pain lo.

But that was one of the best day I ever had. Hope they will come back again next year. Well I think they are now waiting at the Airport and will be flying back to Korea. Hope you all have a save flight. Hyung-ah Hwaiting!!!!!

For those of you who wants to know who are them this is the pic.

The are DONG BANG SHIN KI
(l-r) Micky Yoo Chun, Xiah Junsu, U-Kown Yunho, Hero Jae Joong, Max Chang Min

So thats all for now

Bye bye
Horizons

Hikari

2007-11-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone... How is everyone..Hope everyone is still healthy and happy no matter where you are. Well looks like I am blogging only once a month, although I have been promising to update more frequently but well time constraint made me have little time to update.

Well it uni had begun a month a go and things are getting well control unlike the past semester. Probably is because I do not need to organize anything and also do not need to take so many subject this month. So is kinda great. Have not been doing much since then. Did when for my junior troop meeting as we were invited by then. it was quite fun for us ex-senior as we get to had the fun we long left since high school. Sadly the membership of the troop is getting lesser. It is kind of a sad thing as when I joined in Form One back in 2000 there were at least 100 members.. Now i think is less then half. Well, it was still great fun.

Other then that event, I dont think I did much this semester of uni. Yesterday was fun as I went to see Lee Hom again. It was felt nice getting to see my idol in such close up view. When it was my turn he was kinda tired from all the autograph session. Even when he smiled back, you could see in his eyes that he was tired already.. But is alright. I still appreciate what he did for his fans. Now i really want to meet DBSK and Fly To The Sky especially Brian personally. I really hope I get to. I love FTTS songs.. especially its new song My Angel.

Thats all interesting that had been happening until now. Sad rite. Such boring life. hahaha...Well I hoped it was more interesting bud well looks like this was the plan for me

I was just watching something on Youtube and it really hit hard on me when they were speaking on friendship. I did some thinking and I kinda find it is quite right. With that also, after a conversation with a friend I had earlier I see that there is a major thing in me.

I always treasure friendship very dear to me, sometimes I think more then my family. I always want to best for them rather what is best for me. Sometimes I wish that if I could trade my happiness for everytime a friend of mine is sad, I think that will be great. But thinking back, I think I am a hypocrite to my own thinking. I thought I treasure friendship very dearly but looking back at the action I've done i think I am the worst among the lot.

Funny thing is I thought I am the one who put the initiative in the relationship and i mean friendship not that other kind. Thinking back probably I am not the one. I always thought that I was the one who take the first step to call if a friend had not contact me for long, the first to plan an outing, the first who plans the birthday and things like this. The thing is although i might be the first who did it but I dont think that I really put my heart in doing the thing.

Like when my friends from overseas send me greeting cards for my birthday, I did not return one when it was theirs. I always tell people a friend will not do this but sadly I did it. I always use the excuse of being busy to not do what I was suppose to do. And when I have the heart to do it, I tell myself its so late already what the point of sending it. So it kinda bad la.

I actually not sure am I a good friend to anyone or even a true friend to anyone. I feel happy when they said my presence make them happy when they are sad but it is really true. Many people tell me that and I do feel really happy cos I know that I could make someone happy. But sometimes I dunno are they trying to pleased me or are they for real. Sometimes i feel myself irritating also. Weird.. yeah i know.

Actually looking back on what I have wrote I cant event figure out what am I writing. I am just so confused. I just dunno what is to be a friend is like and what is it to have a friend is like. Probably because of my thoughts that i am the one who always initiate the friendship, it makes me so tired. Yes. I hope to make everyone smile cos when a person smile, they become the most beautiful person in the world. But somehow I loose the strength to smile from the heart. I feel that i smile from my heart lesser nowadays. I am not sure why but I do feel so. Sometimes I feel like leaning on someone rather then always be the one to be lean on, whether anyone ha counted on me to lean on before.

After watching the show on youtube talking about friendship, i felt so envy. I was always envy about their relationship. It is pure and honest. They are so close and they know each of them from head to toe. If you ask me do I know someone really well, I can say 100% NO. Some friends could tell each other thinking even they are not speaking and i envy them but sadly i dont have one friend who I could do that with. Probably is because i keep things to myself to much never sharing.

Well I trying harder to be a better friend. I still looking for one true friend that I could really count on. But you are still all my friend and you are always precious to me.

Horizons

I'm so BORED

2007-10-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hi people...It's me again...Like Duh!!!!

Well holidays are back again. I just don't know why this holiday seems like a drag for me. Well this semester had been so tough and it was so tiring and I was praying everyday to just get a day of doing nothing and thinking not about assignment. But sadly when my prayers are answer now, I just can't wait for uni to start. Probably being at home alone when most of the time I am with my friends just makes me bored and lonely. Hahahahaha...

Well how is everyone. Is getting more quite lately. Looks like everyone is bust with their studies and such. Well that is a good thing. At least you are not involved in illegal activities. Hahahaha...But it seems the atmosphere when I was in high school and now seems so different. Now life becomes more real, no more school fences to block you from unwanted happenings. Now everything you do, everyone will judge you. It seems that carefree life is no longer here with me.. How I wish it was still here although everyday I try to live my life as carefree as possible..Hehehe

Well so what have I been doing this pass few days... Hmmm...Nothing much in particular except lazing at home and watching DVD and VCDs.. OOoo..yeah..I am watching back My Lovely Kim Sam Soo. It so funny watching it. Hyun Bin looks so cool and sexy in this series.. But sadly he doesn't look that sexy in his other series. I really like the way he smile.. So KAWAIII.. And The actress who acted Kim Sam Soo (forgot her real name liao..heheheh).. is such a great actress.. She is reall talented and really good in acting. Love the way she acted her character. I give her 100% for it.

Well been listening to lotso of new song currently. Byul new fourth album is nice. Should listen. Especially her song Yeoneheh Jungsuk and Seotoon Gidea. Oh Super Junior 2nd album Don Don is great too.. I love the entire album..

Oh now i am crazy with Japanesse songs again. There this group call TegoMasu from a group call NEWS..sing great song..Thier song Miso Soup is very cute and another song Kiss Kaerimichi no Love song have very meaningful meaning.. Guys I recommend you to sing this song to your gf if she know Japanese la..Its a great song... Oh and Tacky and Tsubasa have a new single call Samurai. Dont really like that song as is quite rocky.. so not my cup of tea but thier song Promise is nice.. Should listen... Hmmm Oh and the OST of Hairspray is great too.. I love the song Welcome to the 60s' and Timeless to Me. You all should watch the movie. I think is still on. Its great. The song is nice and the storyline is not too bad either...Go watch ok

Well i think that is all.. Although I have some stuff I still want to pour out but I thought is long since I have a happy post so better dont spoil it la.. Well to the next post, take care and God Bless.

Bye

Horizons

Hello Back Again

2007-09-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

Wow this is my dunno how many post with the title Hello Again... hahahaha...Everytime said will promise to blog more often but in the end didn't... What to do busy ma. This semester so busy.. UTAR ball la, changing of the Student Representative Committee (well I'm still in the SRC), merdeka celebration, and not too forget assignments that are so hard to do. Aih..Even now my sleeping time also went 'sot sot' already. Now I am only able to sleep at 3 in the morning which is very bad as I am in still my exams week.

Well lets see what is there to update now. Well life have been revolving around assignments lately so nothing much to update la...Expect alot of photos that was promised last time la....

Hmm life in Malaysia has been quite quiet lately la..Everyone is so far away now. Peng Wai just left was America just 3 weeks ago, Hon Wai and June is still in Australia, Hui Sing and Chien Yi is busy with work and study, Soon Seng, well I do get to see him around Uni but I am so busy with my own things so mostly just "hi " and "bye", Roberta.. well looks like she is busy too...So a summary for all most of us are so busy.

Well now I hope to have another gathering like the old times again. It will be great when all of us can sit down again and have fun again. Well I will look forward to this day soon.

Well this past few months had been closer to my university friends more. Maybe is the assignment that had brought us together. Well sometimes we may have Cold War with each other as we push each other very hard but no hard feelings la. We did a great job right. I miss our kareoke session la... Went are we going out again.

Well nothing much to update actually. If I want to I will need lotso of time to do it.. So i will post picture more la... Some you all may see it in Friendster already but hey.. What my blog for...hahahahah..So here are some pics.

HUI SING BIRTHDAY

The Birthday girl herself.

Aiyah..Why la liddat type of face Hui Sing..hehehehehe

PENG WAI FAREWELL IN KLIA

Peng Sook and Me.. So green green.

Everyone who said goodbye.. We will miss you

The Old Scouts Way.. Pointing at nothing...hahahaha

AT GEGAR U DURING JULY

Acting as as Jedi... Posing with Carmen and Victoria

Posing withVictoria.. So poser la we...

UTAR BALL 21st JULY 2007
Before the ball, at the Hotel Room.
With my dear mak cik, Jacq... Before the ball start. Outside the Grand Ballroom

At the end of the ball. My table.. The paling bising table.. hehehehe..
Standing(l-r) Carmen, Kumu, Vic, ME, Sue Leng, Li Mei, Byran
Sitting(l-r) Jzune and Tiff.

Well this are all the pics..hope you all enjoy it..

Bye for now...
Horizons

When That Day Comes.....

2007-07-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hello...Wow I am blogging a day after I just posted... Hahahaha...Very seldom of me lo.. Well why a sudden of me to blog again... Curious... Hmmm... What do you think a bout the title... Something interesting that is going to happen....

The answer is the title of my entry today is also a title of a song... The song is a Korean song sang by various famous Korean singers from Korea... Such as Se7en and Shinwa. Well I find this song is full or emotion and hope for the future. Although there is a language barrier between me and the song but I think the visual had help very much to make me understand the song better. The song is hope to reunite the both Koreas' which is South Korea and North Korea...

Well some little history lesson here before I continue... The Korean peninsula is diveded into North Korea and South Korea after the Korean War that happen betweem 1950-1953, The War was one of the devastating tragedy that happen to once a great nation now turn to two coutries which have different ideology. Millions of Koreans die during this war. Families was torn, love one lost, once were friends and now turn to enemies. What is the point of this crazy war between humans that only cause misery and nothing else.

Lets look bak throughout the years. Wars broke here and there. Throughout the world, war is one of the tragedy that cannot be avoided. During the Crusading time... Christian and Muslim killed is other in the name of God... But were they been asked by God to kill or was is for glory and fame and riches. The point of the crusade to kill of the non-believers was just all for the sake of fame.. Great knights appear during that time. But are they really heroes of Christianity or Muslim? Were they are just been blinded by the real realilty or were they doing this on thier own conciousness.

War is the worst thing that can happen to one nation and one family. Look at the recent wars that happen not too long ago. Barely 60 years ago, a great war named the World War 2 happen to our beautiful Earth. But what trigger this war? Is it really as mention in our history textbook that the event took place is beacuse of Hitler crazy idea to dominate the world... No, I dont think that Hitler was the one is fault. He was the bad guy because he went to the further extreme then the other so call leaders then. Are they really heroes thoese Americans and British and thier allies. If we look closely here, it has nothing to do with whose nation is good or bad.. It is society which is undying love for power, glory and fame who crated this craze of war.

What is the outcome of these wars? Is there really glory in it? Or is it all just a fantasy that humans just blindly are part of. See the devestation of the war has cause. Millions had die during the World War 2 because of ideologies created by human. Millions has lost thier love one. Many did not even get to see them the last time even. What is more painful? To see someone you love die in front of you or not knowing that if the person is alive or dead and keep on hoping that one day we will meet again.

Looking back at the song, while watching the MV, i was sadden by the many dead bodies that lay around the streets of Korea, where family came to seek thier son, daughter, husband, wife, mother, father or sister or brothers. What is more worst is that some never get to know where they are as some of the bodies are beyong recognation. Seeing this reminds me, how lucky am I to be here now safe and sound.

Look at the Koreas who are now divided by their ideologies. I really hope that the Unification of Korea will be a success . Many families because of the war was separeted by a thin line and eventhough now both goverment now hel meetings for them to meet up but many still are finding their love ones in vain as they do not know where they are. Seeing those old folks crying for joy as they met up with family, friends and old commrades, really did moved me.

Seeing this reminds me of great friends that I am blessed with. Friends that are true to me. Friends that treat me because I am who am I and not becuase of what I am. Friends that travel the same journey with me. Friends who never left me behind when I am lost in the journey. Friends who every morning I see them great me with the most happiest smile from the bottom of thier heart. I thank God everyday for blessing me with this wonderful friends. And I hope God bless you all in every way possible and may you be joyful and happy always.

So When That Day Comes... I pray for all the Koreans and every person in this world whose family are ben seperated by war, may you be united soon. God Bless.

So here is the song, "So When That Day Comes" by All Star Korea.

Oh and anyone can find the song for me in MP3 i will be very glad... It is call "Dang Shin Gwah Ae Kiss Reul Sae Uh Bo Ah Yo" or Counting Your Kisses by Park Hwayobi

So this is all for today.. God Bless everyone.

Love,
Horizons

The Power Of Music

2007-07-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. How are all of you? I hope that you all are safe and happy no matter where you are. Well first of all just want to thank Roberta for answering my question. I hoped that there were more who gave there opinion but probably my blog has been long abandoned thus probably not a lot of people visit my blog anymore. Well is alright...The answer to that question differs from each and every individual and the answer must be answer from the heart... So looks like I need to search deep down in my heart which I know one day I will find the answer.

Well looks like a few friends have came back from oversea and I am anxious to meet them. Qi Guang and Ruying. Welcome back... We need to meet up especially you Ruying..It has been I think one year since I met you. So we have lotso of things to catch up on. So is Lynn and Samuel.. I hope that I can met you two.. Is been so long since I saw you... I think is been one year since the Teacher Day last year. So we must meet... Glad to have friends like you people

Oh yeah! One thing..I never thought that I will kena a day like this. I thought it will bever happen to me and it will only happen to someone else. The situation is this. Well last time I used to tease my friends about somebody the like whehter is true or not. It was mostly me the one who tease and my friends who kena teasing.. But now, aih.. Thanks to my dear Uni friends of mine.. You know who you are.. I everyday also kena from them.. But is ok... It is just pure fun la... Nothing is happening OK... Dun worry... The day I have a girlfriend I will post it in my blog.. Please wait patiently.. hahahaha....

So as my title for this entry goes as The Power Of Music... Yeah..Actually I blog today was because of hearing a song... And I just suddenly wanted to blog...Somehow songs plays a special part in my life... Why? Because music makes me happy... A lot of people ask me why am I always happy everyday and where I get the energy from.... I think I get it from music... Some music just makes me happy and I just dont know why... It plays with my emotion and there is no explanation to be made.. Different music plays with different part of my emotions. It mixes them up and create a great emotion that cannot be explain but only can be explain through the music.

So today I want to share a song with all of you that make me want to blog today.. It is by DBSK entitled Thanks To... Although I may not know what they are singing about..But it just makes me happy listening to this song...So I hope It will make you happy too...

So this is all for today..Will be blogging someday soon....

So stay healthy and be happy

Love
Horizons

I Am So Tired

2007-06-20T03:53:00.000+08:00

(This postis done on 25 June 2007)

Hello everyone. Is been too long since I left my baby here by his own... I know bad me... But was really kinda buzy during the last two months. First of all with my semester final examination... Aih...nearly die but still managed to get a CGPA of 3.46. Well is just a 0.4 less from getting a first class honours, so this semester I will need to work extra extra harder. I wonder how will I get to do that.

Well, the past few days, is been so tiring and so hard to sleep. I really don't know why. Sometimes I wish we have more then 24 hours a day. With so many assigments piling up now and the events that is happening in Uni, I wonder if I can survive this week a not also. I think I am dying here. Sometimes I can't understand my uni. Crazy ok. I am taking a subject call Media Tools this semester and I am required to come up with a catolog by next Tuesday. We only have like 3 weeks to do it. Come on man, I am a PR student not graphic student. With the requirement they want, I am getting crazy here. Hello... if I was a graphic designing student that is different but now I am a PR student and you want me to come up with a catalog when we all have not much basic on Photoshop and stuff. Aih.. I feel like dying here.

The worst thing is that he keeps on rejecting projects...Say the fonts not suitable la, the design not nice la...stuff like this...Damm crazy...I really hope my project will not be rejected la...

So tired man...the whole week didnt get to sleep well..Every day only get 4 hours of sleep only... Can kill man....I think i am falling sick soon. Luckily everthing is done now..Just waiting for tommorow hopefully it will be approved la.

Well after all that rantings well, lots of thing is happening in University now, most important is the Student Representative election. Jonathan Goh is running for it ( unfortunately Jonathan Loh is not..hahahaha) So today is the first day of the election so hopefully is will run smoothly. Hopfully he will be the next student rep lo.. He will make a good one too.

Hmmm...Actually want to do a little survey here... I always want to know how do you know that you have fallen in love with someone.. Com'on I am not an expert here so how do you expect me to know... And dont get me wrong ok.. I AM NOT IN LOVE...just to clear your curious little minds. hehehehe... Is just that I want to know how do someone know that they like someone...

Anyone can tell me? I know my uni friends might think that I like that particular someone but the fact is not la... Dont say so much somemore..after ppl angry ok...hahahaha...

Well to next time, very tired here... Wanted to write a lot a lot of thing but so tired until my brian cannot work... so they might be a lot of spelling mistake..cause I am now half blur..

So I blog soon...Hopefully...hehehehehe

Loving all of you,
Horizons... muaks

Happy Birthday and Happy Second Aniversary Bloggie

2007-04-19T11:34:00.000+08:00

(This post was suppose to be posted on the 18th of April. There were delay becasue of slow internet connection...hehehehe)

Hello Everyone..

My Blog is two years old... Gosh...How times flies. Is been two years since I started blogging.. Thanks to the holidays and Roberta introducing me to blogging. Well is been an interesting two years with my blog. Happy times, sad times, Angry times, crazy times and lots more...only one is lacking... romance...wahahaha..I bet you all are waiting for this part but sadly to say...Fate decided to now let me experienced this first..

Well just like to say thank you to everyone for taking care of me for the past one year since the first anniversary of my blog. Is been great to meet a lot of new people in UTAR. Although sometimes I hate going there... Well lets say there in no campus life at all.. In Malaysia if you want to get a real campus life is only by going to public university which is hard to get in casue of the quota. Although UTAR will be moving to its new campus in Kampar, Perak but unfortunately I will not be able to go there... So no campus life.. Stuck in that bloddy building. At least I can still be close to all of you...

Well lets do some falshback on what I have done for the past year... Well lets start form April... Hmm... nothing much actually.. casue that time was near to my final year exams of my Pre-University... And I got all As...First ever time..Perfect score... but CGPA was only 3.4 like that or lower...hahaha..Forgotten liao.... Then came May.. May was a resting month before I start university in UTAR.. So nothing much pratically.

June. Yeah.. my first semester in UTAR... subjects wasnt very hard. most of the subject I have already taken in mt Pre-U time so I did score a GPA of 3.6. Hehehe...(Proud..Proud)... Elected as the course representative of the PR course for Year One and also been in the Student Representative Council as the Head of Student Welfare...Hahaha..me student welfare...yeah..i know it is so unbelievable... Well that is practically what I have been doing since June till Spetember..Nothing interesting actually

September till Novemeber... Been working for Microsoft fo two months as a telemarketer...Damm sien leh.. Everyday wake up at 6 and only come back by 7 p.m. Worst thing is need to rush for the LRT when works end as I was working in KLCC. Damm lots of people ok. Things there are expensive to eat so I was quite boring but got very good pay... So not to bad la. Learn more stuff too... Like was is the license terms and stuff... I am not a computer geek.. I just now the very basic stuff... Dont ask me what program and this and that... I only know how to install games...hahahaha...

December...YEah...When to Singapore for 5 days with my sister... Damm nice... First ever time going oversea without parents supervision.. So shiok la...Can go anywhere we want... Went there on shopping spree... Fun Fun... Buy lots of T-shirts and books... Just dunno why...although converting back the price is the same or slightly cheeper but pychologically thinking 16 singapore dollers for a book and 33 ringgit for a book in malaysia...16 singapore dollers looks cheaper... So I got two books in Singapore... and some T-shirts... When to the Singapore zoo and got all wet... Met up with a friend in Singapore.. When shooping at Orchard Road.. Wow...DAmm fun....If have the chance I would like to visit there again...Public transport there can be trusted unlike in Malaysia...

So what I have been doing the last 4 months...Stress banyak banyak... All heavy subject that need understanding not memeorizing...Hard leh.... All the assignments alos not that easy especially English and Advertising... Wow..stress kau kau... Luckily is over now... But now I am gettig prepare for my examination... But the fun thing taht happen this months was i got to celebrate my birthday thrice... It was so fun....

On the 3rd of April..Went to Neway One U for kareoke session with my Uni friends, Suet Jzune, Mun Yee, Sue Ling, Sue Hui and Tiffany. It was so fun...Never had so much fun in months... hahaha.....

Then on the 14th of April, Mak cik Jacq, Li Mei and Byran belanja me at TGIF ONe U... Wahliao eh damm full oh.... and in the night time when to Seo Gung for dinner for a joint celebration of my birthday and Roberta's. So Nikita, Peng Wai, Soon Seng, Hui Ching and Wai Sam came and celebrate with us. Hui Sing joined us later.... Well this is one of the ebst birthday I have... 20 years old leh...hahahah.... So this are some pics for you to see...

At Neway on the 3rd of April 2007

Top (left-right) Sue Ling, Sue Hui, Jzune
Bottome (left-right) Tiffany@naughty girl, Me, Mun Yee@Tae Ho Ma Ma(Empress Dowager)
taken in Neway 3rd April 2007

Sue Leng, Me And Jzune
Look What they done to My face...sniff

With the two pretty gal in Neway,
Tiffany and Sue Leng

Mun Yee and Me

At Seo Gung on 14th of April 2007

Top(left-right) Soon Seng, Wai Sam, Peng Wai
Bottom(left-right) Hui Ching, Me, Roberta and Nikita

Me and Roberta

Me and My Lovely Cousin Nikita

The Cake, Chocolate Cheese and Nuts.. Yummy

(left-right) Hui Ching, Soong Seng, Me, Peng Wai and Wai Sam

(left-right) Hui Ching, Soong Seng, Roberta, Peng Wai, Nikita and Wai Sam

ME...Night view of SS2..hahaha

The present I've gotten. Christian Jacq,Ramses series and Fei Lun Hai CD...This year I've gotten all the presents I wanted. Books, the CD and a new wallet from my secondary school friends.

Well that was what happen during the past few weeks. Will be upating soon with pictures from Peng Wai birthday.... Ciao.

Kamsahamnida to all my Chin Gu (friends) for celebrating my birthday and their good wishes
Hon Wai
June Lee
Hui Kim
Peng Wai
Roberta
Nikita
Wai Sam
Soon Seng
Hui Ching
Qi Guang
Hui Sing
Mun Sum
Chien Yi
Ai Yee
Khar Yee
Ji Lin
Amanda Cheang
Suet Jzune
Tiffany
Aloy
Sue Leng
Sue Hui
Mun Yee
Victoria
Ei Leen
Carmen
Abang Goh (Jonathan)
Yun Kat
Pei Jie
Joaane
Jacq
Li Mei
Bryan
Alex
All of PR4
Miss Jee
Aloy
Eu Jeen
Jong Hui
Ee May
Amanda Lopez
and everyone who wish me Happy Birthday

I hope I did not miss out anybody. If I did please do tell me

Thank you to all of you. Everyone of you have gave me the best present one could ever wish for.
Friendship
Each of you are special, A rare jewel
And I appreciate all of you.
Thank you for taking care of me all these years.
Sharing my happiness and sadness
Sharing with me, your happiness and sorrows
Going through at extremely crazy journey with me and never once left me behind
Thank you to all of you.
God Bless
Kamshahamnida

Yoke Fai (Bear Bear)

Assingments Done

2007-03-25T12:43:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone... How are you...Been long time since I abandon my blog... So sad right.... I know is bad of me to leave my blog away so long....First of all just like that thank all those who were concern about me because of the last entry and I would like to tell all of you I am OK... Nothing to worry about just that I was feeling not in a good mood that day and just want to let it out. SO there is no need to worry.

Well is now March already.... Final exams is in another 4 weeks time and I'm still blur in the subjects that I am taking...Phew....How can I maintain a CGPA of 3.5 and above till year three so that I can get m First Class Honours... Aih...Why wasnt I born smart..hehehehe....Haven't been sleeping well this past 3 weeks. There were so many things to do , I thought I was going to fall sick soon. Thank Gog I am still healthy although I didnt sleep for 36 hours..Since Thursday till Saturday evening. Rushing for last minute assignment. See lah... This is what you get if you procrastinate your work. So my dear friends dont do it.. And PLEASE REMIND ME NOT TO DO IT AGAIN...hahahaha.... I must repent.

Well Is been a month since Hon Wai and June left for Aust. I miss them so much. Cause ther are the one with cars and always fetch me around...hahahaha...Joking la.... I iss thier voice, thier laughter, June calling me Fei Fei....Hon Wai nagging me, asking me to loose weight... June telling me her stories in Uni... so man things I miss them... GOSH....why must you all go to Aust... Malaysia not good meh...hahahaha..joking... But I hope you are all doing fine there.... I heard Hon Wai is having so much work form the Uni...Hope you are coping up fine.. Sorry cant talk to you much on MSN cause I was buzy with my Uni work too...Sniff Sniff...Eh June never online one...

Well most of you are now oversea only left back a few of you here...so sad...Missing those days when we were still in Samad...Having our carefree life. Staying back after school just to chat and waste time...How times flies right... Is been 8 years since we met during Form One... All of us new to each other. Ahhh...Those good old memories... How I wish I could just turn back time and be back during High School just to have fun....

Aih..must stop dreaming la... We still must carry on with life no matter what right. Oh yeah...Just want to congratulate all those who got thier STPM result....CONGRATS...hehehehe..especially to Soon Seng...Proud of you man...Although you did not pass with flying colours but you still did pass and get to enter uni....I was so afraid that you will need to do foundation again...Phew....Hey I am not looking down on you ok...Just worried about you...Looks like Hui Ching did a great job on you...She must nag you to study right.....hhehehe...

Ok I think I'll end here today causa I'm going off to somewhere...So till my next entry...Keep Smiling and the World Smile With You......

Love
Horizons

F**KING PISSED

2007-01-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

Damm I thought today will be a nice day but now I am so F**king angry.... Damm... I hate being so nice sometimes. F**K.... Damm I am so F**King Piss of now. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

I just want to hit somthing now... I just so angry and I have no where to let it out.... I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY.... GOSH..... WHY MUST I CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE FEELINGS...... WHAT ABOUT MINE???????.... FUCK!!!!!!!! Damm.... I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING NICE.... DAMM ...IS SO FUCKING IRRITATING NOW... NOW I JUST HAVE NO MOOD TO DO MY ASSIGNMENT.... DAMM FUCKING...FUCK La.....

(Soory for the language... just very angry and have no where to let it out... First and last time I ever will do it... just ignore what I have written)

Life Not The Same Anymore

2007-01-28T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hi poeple. Well is been so long since I ever updated my blog. Well the main reason, is I had been lazy to blog and another is I really don't know what I wanted blog anymore. Seems like I have nothing to blog on accept if you want to know about my boring life. But after a very very long break from not wrtting, I think I should continue. So lets update some little things that I have done since my last post.

Well first of all, I went to Singapore with my sister on the 18th of December till 24th of December. It was a great experience as we went without our parents, so we were practically on our own. We went there by bus and it took around lke 5 hours to Singapore. Reaching Singapore was such an experience. I mean it looks very much like KL but it is more systematically built. Well really don't want to go mush into details but I really did have fun there. First time spending money without thinking about how much I have left back.. Was really fun.. Buying clothes, being a tourist and just having a holiday.... Love it... Hope I get to go to somewhere furthur next time... Here are some pics taken.

(clockwise-from right) At Orchard Road, At UnderwaterWorld, Inside the MRT.

Cam-Whoring while waiting for our movie to start. At Cathay Cinema in Singapore. It's cinema is so much more better then Midvalley GSC.... It was cool. I watched Night at the Museum.

Showing our cuteness... ST, My sis and me....

ST was our tourguide in Singapore. Knew him from the internet. Thanks for bringing us around.

Well been qutie buzy nowadays. Really... Life is not the same anymore. More responsibility, more things to think of, and more problems that needs to be solve in the best way. Sometimes I really hope that I can just forget everything and just live a carefree life. Aih.... With so many assignment piling up and with the responsibility that I need to carry, life seems so much dull... Hahahaha...really....

First of foremost I scored a CGPA of 3.600 for my last semester examination. (CLAPS CLAPS)..hehehe... This also means I am now currently in the First Class Honours list. This also means that I need to keep this score for the 2 and a half more years in UTAR. 3.6 is the border between First Class and Second Class Upper. So if I dont do well for the coming examination in April I will fall to te Second Class Upper, which I hope I wont. So there goes my carefree life. Aih....

Futhermore I am the secretary of the Taekwan-Do Club. Well now my President have left the uni, and my treasurer is not around always, which means that I am the one who now decide the betterment of the club. The Taekwan-Do club in my uni is divided to two schools which is the WTF and GTF. I am a GTF member and my members is getting less, and my commitee doesnt feel united. I too dont have the motivation. Maybe I never meant to be a leader. Always a follower. I have this phobia of being a leader. Fearing I will fail. Faer of lack of motivation, which is always the case. I actually realised that I always lack of motivation when I do my things. Never actually complete something before. And the need of attention. Really I am an attention seeker. I love attention. Trust me. I love people praising me. And when somebody do somethings better then me I will feel jaelous and sad. Shock to hear it. Yeah I know. This is the real me. An attetion seeker.

Well for the past few weeks I am trying to oraganize back my life properly. Many things are now procrastinated because of my laziness. But now my first goal is to finnish my assignment that is needed to be handed up soon and also to get the proposal to appeal for air conditioner in one of my campus classroom... So I hope I will get the motivation soon.... Well wish me all the best..

I know I dont make much sense here today as is been long since I actually blog and also there is a lot in my mind and I can;t seem to oraganize it properly. Hope you will understand.....

Oh Hon Wai and June will be leaving to Australia on the 11th of Feb... I;m going to miss you guys.....

Love,
Horizons

A Long Wait

2006-12-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hello people.... Sorry for not updating my blog so so so so so so so so freaking long. A thousand of apologies. Well there was some reason for why I have not been updating my blog for quite some time. Well first of all during the month of October I was in a really down mood then, so I felt a bit depress. But I am alright now after talking with a friend. It was really hard to sleep during that whole month... Thank God is over now. Then during November I was crazy involve writing fan fiction story in one of the forums that is sprouting around the net. Did I mention that I was really supper buzy

Well once my long holidays started I didn't even get the chance to rest at all. My holidays started on the 23 September 2006 but unfortunately I got to start work on the 27th of September which is my sister birthday that day. Well even though the job was so BORING... but it was still an eye opener. Well I have been working at a company owned by the richest man in the world, BILL GATES.... Yes is true, I worked for Microsoft(Malaysia) for the past two months of my holidays. I was a telemarkerter but all my job is just to tell them about the new promo by Microsoft and get them to attend some function. Was quite simple but it is SUPER BORING.... I mean imagine sitting down facing the computer for 8 hours a day... Gosh it is so boring. But well I am a bad bad boy... hahaha....As you know is Microsoft that means their company have very fast internet connection... So I have been watching lots of nice movies, MV, Korean series and game show on youtube... hahahahaha

But it was a real tiring two months. I leave the house at six thirty and only reach home at 7. This means I am out of my house for 12 and a half hours. Damm is tiring, and taking the packed sardine can LRT....Oh, You feel like cursing all those bloody bastard who does not know how to give way( Sorry for the language). Well that is what I have been doing practically for the past two months. Nothing much interesting.. Celebrated June Lee birthday and Kah yin and Adrian birthday during that two months too. I will upload the pictures next time as it is in my laptop.

Well December is here so is CHRISTMAS....yeah... So happy. Well I will be leaving to Singapore next week on the Monday and will be back next Friday. Well after a long time since I've been to Singapore. Well Singapore now, Korean soon..... Really hope to get to got there soon..... Well after my hols in Singapore, I will be going to Malacca for Christmas on the Saturday and will be back to KL on Christmas day. So I will not be in KL for the next whole week. So anyone want to look for me better do it now or after Christmas...hahahahaha

Well nothing much to update now but will be updating soon... so thanks for everyone who came by. I will never abandon my blog so I will update soon.

Well this MV i like to share with everyone.. is a Korean Christmas holiday song. So I hope you like it Merry Chrsitmas.

With lots of Love
Horizons

Dreams Of Dreams

2006-10-20T10:19:00.000+08:00

Hello people. How are all of you? Hope everyone is well and healthy. Well is ben long since i last post on my blog. First of all I would like to thank those who had left messages on my last post. Thank you for the support and well wishes and I too pray that your dreams will come true.

Well currently I am on holidays and will be on holidays until the end of the year. Now i am working in Microsoft,KLCC as a temp for telemarkerting. Yes is the Microsoft that is owned by Bill Gates... hahahaha...but I will be ending my job this month as my assignment her will be ending.

Hmm this month seems to be ok... On a happy note I scored a CGPA of 3.6 for my semester examination. Very happy with my result, 4A- and 2 B+. If i keep on keeping my grades like this I will be able to achive First Class Honours for my degree. So please pray that I have the strenght to carry on to study.

Well for today after sharing some emotional feelings with everyone, this time I would like to share some of my dreams with you. Well actually, I never intend to make my blog where I tell everything I feel or my most inner feelings and dreams. But the actual fact is I have no one to share becasue I never know how to express it and I think the ebst things is to write thus today I will be sharing my Dreams of Dreams.

Welll actually I have a lot of dreams and I really don't know where to start. Well hmmm.. actually this is quite embarassing... actually i have dreamt of being a singer and now I am still keeping this dream in my heart. I did not have this dream when I was young but in the more recent time. Actually I first had this dream when I heard the song Ai De Jiu Shi Ni, by Wang Lee Hom but that dream becomes stronger when I heard the song Forever Love also by Wang Lee Hom. These songs have somehow gave me a special feeling that I myself can't describe. I Cant explain about that feeling. Is just when I hear these song I feel like I am in my own world. It bring me happinness and a very special feeling that is just so undescribable.

Although I have these dream I know I do not have the talant to sing. That's why I do feel very jaelous of those people who can sing this is because I really do love to sing. Why do I love to sing. It is because to me songs can inspire a person, music can make someone happy and music unites people together. I actually share this with everyone because I just heard some songs by Dong Bang Shin Ki and that dream just came back to my mind. Those songs have again broght back the passion of singing back in me.

Actually one of the other reason why I want to be able to sing well is because when I have meet my Miss Right I would like to sing to her, when she is happy, when she is sad or when she alone. I hope with my singing I could bring her happiness and strenght. But with my singing skills now, I am far away from achieving my dreams as I am also tone deaf too. But after hearing one of the DBSK member saying that he was tone deaf when he was young but becasue of his determintion he became a singer and his singing is good. Well being a singer is way far but to sing good I think I can achieve it. And I really do think I can achive it.

(to be continue tonight)

Korean Mania.. I'm going crazy with my Emotions

2006-09-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

Well is another post. Did not want this post to be same with Qi Guang farewell as this might be a long post. Furthurmore some of you might not one to read this as I'm just having those teenagers crazy emotions strring up my crazy self hahahaha....

Well we begin with the begining of my holidays which was last week. My sis got two Korean series which are My Girl (currently showing on 8TV) and Goong(Princess Hour/Palace). This two series are currently the newest series. These two series are something of like Full House satring Rain. The main idea is nearly arounf the same where the main actor and actress got married but did not like each other. The married because of a certain circumstances. The main actress is always bubly but very easily hurt and the guy is the cool and seriuos type but warm and kind inside. The main actor will like another girl while the main actress will be liked but another guy but in the end they fall in love with each other naturally. These are the much the main idea of how the ramonace goes in this three series.

(My Girl)

Well My Girl is abit different. Is about Gong Chan (the main actor) whose grandfather wants to find his long lost granddaughter which ih Gong Chan cousin. Gong Chan in from a rich family and owns a hotel. The main actress, Yurin, on the other hand is a tourist guide and always tries to con people. Well to cut the story short, Gong Chan grandpa was at his last breath and Gong Chan ask Yurin to pretend to be his cousin as a last wish for his grandfather. Yuring accepted but the grandfather did not die and she need to continue pretend to be the granddaughter. As times goes by, they actually fall in love with each other but not realising it. This show is really funny and romantic. Goong is also another show but is more touching.

(Goong cast)

Goong which if you translate it literally it means Palace. This series talk about what if Korea did not abolished is monarchy system and there is still a Constiutional Manorchy in Korean. This series is set in the modern day and talk about the life of the Korean Royal Family ( if there still is. The last hier to the Korean throne died last year) The main actor is called Shin, while the main actress is called Chea Gyong, The sub actor and actress are called Yul and Hyorin.

(Shin and Chea Gyung in the last scence where they truly married)

The series started when the Hwang- Sang (King) falls ill and the Crown Prince, Shin (Hwang Taeja) must married to continue the bloodline of the royal family. Shin granpa hand made a promise with his close friend that their grandchild will maried and coincidently it was Chea Gyong granddad was the friend of the late emperor. The funny thing is that Shin and Chea Gyung are in the same school. Both of them are 19. Well the got married but they never like each other. Shin married her as it was fun to have her around as she always make silly mistakes while Chae Gyung married because she wants to help her family financially.

Later in the series, Chea Gyung started to fall for Shin, when she felt the lonliness of Shin as a Crown Prince. Althought that she always got hurt by Shin as Shin still have feeling for Hyorin but he too started to fall for Chea Gyung when he felt the concern, care and lave of Chea Gyung which he never felt before. Both of them started to fall for each other but Shin do not know how to express it as nobody teach him before. He is sad when he made her cry but he just love her.

Later they were scandel and Chea Gyung wanted to run away and Shin got into a trouble saying that he set a fire trying to kill Yul's mom. This is when they really fall for each other and founf out that they need each other. It is so touching when he told her that he need her and need her by his side.

Unfortunately Chea Gyung needs to be send oversea to reduce the scandel of the news but Shin would not let as they just got to love each other but she told him that it was the best for everyone. This was the part I cried because I felt the sadness of both of them and when Shin cried i felt so sad.

But in the end is a good ending. They married again, this time is for love and not because of the promise made by thier grandfather. It was just so touching... The most romantic part was when they kiss in the middle of the road. It was so romantic.

Well so what was the big deal about this Korean Drama that made my emotions go crazy. Well my emotions really goes crazy because of Goong. It is just beacuse the romance there was just so pure and natural. Falling in love, I think is the most special feeling that once can have during one's lifetime. Well i may sound desperate to have a girldfriend but it is not true. Sometimes I do think, will I meet somebody that I will love and spend my life with. I know i am still young and there is still lots of time. But sometimes as I think, I might not find it. For me falling in love is somthing special. Lots of people can just say, Wow that girl is beautiful and I think I am going to court her. But for me, I dunno, beautiful is not what I want. If I want to be in love I want it to be as natural as possible. Sothing like you see in dramas, where fate bring two people together. I too want it that way. So natural and so spontanoues.

Chea Gyung in Goong is my dream girl. Somebody so bubly but so fragile. Somebody that makes me happy and I want to protect from being hurt. Somebody who I want to tell to stay by my side and never leave me. Somebody I can hold and keep near me. Will I ever find it.. I hope I will. Even I still have not found it but i can still dream. There is a poem in the series called ' A Dream of a Seagull'.. And it tells you about dream.. Read it

My foot does not seperate form the ground,
I'm simply afraid.
I'm afraid to fly to the sky.
Because I'm used to the ground, sky is unfamiliar place.
Don't I have the wings?
Don't I have the dreamer before?
"The Dream of A Seagull"

The Cute Teddybears in Goong

Well this peom is about not being afraid to achive your dreams eventhough it takes you to places that you are not familiar with.

Another thing thta stir my emotions is needing someone to lean on. Like Shin, he need Chea Gyung to be on his side so that when he is going to fall, she will be there to hold him. Although he did not tell her but deep inside he needs her and loves her. I sometimes, have this feeling. I sometimes need a person to lean on. Sometimes it is just so tired to put on a happy face everyday. Sometimes you just want somebody to be there to tell you that everthing is ok. I dont mean a girlfriend or what. Just anybody. Sometime i just feel like falling and hoping somebody will just catch me. But i'm scared that there will be no one down there waiting to catch me.

Just like friendship. Every year I celebrate birthdays for my secondary school mates. For every birthday I need to crack my head to thing where to go, what to do, will it be to expensive for some of them and will the be happy. I am not complaining about it. I do like doing it as I want to keep this large bond of freindship close because I know when we are finnish with studies and start to work and have a family of our own it will be hard to keep this friendship bond close again as now. I just want to cherish the moments we have before one of this day when we all forget the fun times we have. Thats why I always try to have a birthday celebration for everyone. But sometimes it is just so tired for one person to keep this friendship on. Every birthday we have, I can see that not everyone is happy, some feel left out and and some feel not satisfied. It is just so hard to make everyone truly happy. Because of this, sometimes I just want to forget about it, just let go and fall. Althhough I feel this way but my hearts still tell me to go on. I know if i do not do this then whatever I kept hold for so long will just be gone because i let go and fall.

I am not saying that you all do not appriciate this freindship as I do. I know you all do but it is just that crazy emotions in me that stir crazy thoughts. But I truly do one day somebody will sincrely come and tell me, "Yoke Fai, why not this time I organize the birthday party". I am not forcing anyone but sometimes I just feel so tired, so tired to hold on.

There is another beautiful peom in Goong that I want to share. It was told to Yul by his grandmother during the second last epsiode. It goes this way (is translate from Korean to english. I got this from the d-addict forum)

From your eyes, I saw tears roll down.
And I realized that having a difficult life and crying at times,
are not all that unpleasant.

This is another peom or more of a saying by Yul

Every time I think of you, I feel thirsty
And I can only cry foolishly alone

This is by Shin when he told Chea Gyung about the beauty of meeting and parting

The meeting is beautiful as a flower,
the farewell will once again bring back the flower
While shining radiance is like a dream,
the cries of a baby continue on forever.

This re the great MV of Goong.. Watch it

This is one of the main song called "Perhaps Love". This MV is all the roamantic scence. Watch especially the back when the kiss on the road.

This song is great too. It is named Nunulsaranghe

Well just want to express something that was inside of me and never have a chance to tell anyone. Don't take it too hard, i just writes some stuff out. I'm ok and i hope you will not be angry or feel bad. Well all the best to everyone

Horizons

Qi Guang Early Birthday and Farewell Party

2006-09-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

Hello people... Is been a long time since I have an entry in my blog. My deepest apologies. Well been busy preparing for my semester examination early this month. I am hoping to at least get 2 A's thus was busy studying (or I think I was). Well should have wrote this earlier before Qi Guang left for England but those lazy bugs have been bitting me... Ouch!!!...

For Qi Guang early birthday and farewell party, we had the celebration at Food Foundry at Section 17 on the 26th of August 2006. It will be the last celebration together with him before he comes back from England either next year or two years later. Thus we hope he did have a nice and great time there. We hope that you will remember that day in you memories. This are some pictures during that day..

The birthday Boy Qi Guang

Hon Wai, Roberta & Qi Guang

Roberta, June Guang, Nikita
Me, Hui Sing and Chien Yi

Hon Wai, Guang, Me, Hui Sing, Chien Yi

The Birthday cake
(One Road Smooth Wind)

These are the photos of that day celebration.

Well although is a bit late but I would like to wish Qi Guang all the best in his studies and good luck in everyhing he do. May your dreams comes true... All the best Qi Guang and we will miss you... Come back soon yeah

Yoke Fai.

Promises...Hope...How Times Flies

2006-08-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone. How are you? Hope everyone is fine. Is been long since I have wrote in an entry. I know everyone who visited my blog the past one month must be bored of my blog since I did not blog. I would like to apologize to all my blog readers as I was buzy with my Univeristy stuff the whole month. There were just so many thing that had to be done and I had procrastinate a lot of my work till I need to burn the midnight oil. So, I am so sorry if you found my blog not updated for the past one month.

Well to start today entry I would like to shout out some birthday wishes and belated birthday wishes. So to start off the wishes I would like to wish a Really HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to SOON SENG

Happy Birthday to you May all you wishes and hopes come true May you have a great year ahead and good result for STPM Happy Birthday

Well we had celebrated Soon Seng birthday one week later which was 23rd July 2006. We celebrated his birthday at Redbox. Well hope he did have a fun time that day... Although is quite like three weeks ago but here are the pictures.

Birthday Boy(Soon Seng) & GF(Hui Ching)

Adrian and Roberta( Don't they look cute..hahahaha they're not couple la)

Hui Sing, June Lee and ME

Me andJune... (aiyah my mata sepet la but you look great June)

Birthday Boy got a kiss form his
GF (ahh So cute)

Birthday Boy kissing his GF (lagi cute..awwww)

Me and my darling cousin, Nikita

Group photo

Me and my buddy for many years, Hon Wai

The whole group that attended without Hon Wai

The whole group who attended without ME

Next to wish is Ang Ee Lin, who is my uni friend and the CLASS REP of PR2.. hahahaha... Happy Belated birthday to you
Just yesterday my lil junior just turn 17... hahaha....Big girl lo... Can learn to drive oh.... So must fetch your old senior around k.. Hahaha... and who might this lil' junior of mine who just celebrated her birthday... Erhmmm( clear throats) Is none other that ONG EE MAY.... Happy Belated Birthday ( throws confetti)... Well just wanna wish you a great happy birthday and many wishes come true... Hope you do well in SPM k.. Fai Jie support you... Happy Birthday

Last but not least is to Tiffany Tay... Yeah someone is 19 this year... Good hahahaha... No more 18 lioa.. hahaha... Today is her birthday but I couldn't make it for her birthday party but I would like to wish her a Happy Birthday to her... May all your wishes come true.. Be good and happy birthday to you...

Well end of birthday, now what had happen the past month since I last update. Well practically nothing much accept a lot of damm assignment. Well been doing quite a lot of reading too... Been reading some great books that actually moved me but I will tell you more detailed about it but for now I just list down those books I had been reading

Chinese Cinderela by Adeline Yen Mah Falling Leaves by Adeline Yen Mah A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks Forbidden Love by Norma Khouri
Well these book are marvelous. They are simple great. I will elaborate in the next entry. Well I attended the Samad Scouts Cultural Night. Well we old seniors were invited so there were we.. hahahah.... But it was darn boring as it is a cultural night. Don't we have enough of that in television... Aghh.. So suck.. Why the hell they must made it this way.. Stupid PPM fault la... aih... But great job juniors.. Here are some cool pics we took... We seniors when there all black.. hahaha... like samseng only.. but it really look cool

June and Hui Sing (Why la you both look so shock?..hahahaha)

Hui Sing, Soon Seng and ME( Could you identify the scary person behind us.. hahahaha)

Me and Hon
Wai ( Buddies forever) Hui Sing,

June, Soon Seng and Me ( why la he close his eyes.. but look kawaii la... hahahaha)

Hmm.. What else I wanted to write... hmmm Yeah... Time flies so fast and I will be sitting for my semester final in three weeks time and I have not even started to study yet. But thank God I did pay attention in class expect a few classes la... hahaha... Gosh I need to get at least 4 A's... Aghhh.... God bless me please.....

Well nothing much to update.... but I will update soon. Promise... But one more think before I finish my entry for today. Well today it will be two years, 3 months and 11 days since I received a very special message that was send by a friend. It was so encouraging and sincere and I read that message everytime I feel down and sad. Unfortunately I accidentally deleted that message somewhere last year and I was so sad and I told that friend and my friend said dun worry for he will be always be there. Thank you to you my friend.. Although the message is lost but it is still deep in my heart.. Thanks....

Well I'll end here... Thanks for supporting everyone.. Love you guys.

Horizons

High School Musical Crazy... Woooh

2006-07-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

At long last I finally decided to write in. I going crazy with this High School Musical show... I already watch it 5 times man...Wait wait... Just forgot my manners... How rude of me not to greet everyone... Hello people... How are you all? Hope you're just feeling great. Well is already been 7 weeks since I start my journey in UTAR.. Well so far, is quite an OK journey..Met a lot of new friends that made me laugh... Is just fun to make new friends....Well environment in UTAR is not as fun as KTAR as UTAR is only renting the premises and is quite a small compound...So quite sucky la.. Well as for lecturers they are quite OK... Some of them are boring, so well normal la... Still have not met any lecturers as cool as Mr. Superam and Miss Melissa (my ex-lecturers from KTAR> Well but is still cool la...

Well as today, for my main topic is (drumrolls)..... High School Musical... This is a great show... I'm going to go mad with this show... Is just a really great teenager musical movie... Way a go Disney Channel... Pheww.. The main actor, Zac Efron and the main actress, Vanessa Anne Hudgens just have great chemistry together... Great man...

I love the theme of this show.. Is about breakin free..It is breaking free from your cliques to achieve your dreams no matter what your friends says.. Well is true... I think I should learn to break free from being somebody I'm not... Sometimes is weird that you act as somebody so different from your own personality.. I need to learn to be myself.. That is why is call breaking free...Because when we break free from the thought of being laugh by everyone you will truly get to achieve your dreams... So this means, I need to learn to be myself...Well there Is a song in the movie sang by Troy (Zac Efron) and Gabriella(Vanessa Anne Hudgens) entitled Breaking Free... The song is about them trying to break free from their cliques..Which is great... The chorus goes like this....

We're soaring, flying There's not a star is heaven that we can't reach If we're tryin' We're breakin' free

There was a something said during the show that made me think a lot... There is a scene where Gabriella was telling Troy, "Do you remember in kindergarten, how you meet a kid and no nothing about them and ten seconds later you're best friends, because you do not need to be anything but yourself." This words made me think a lot...About being myself.....Well sometimes as I think about it when do we actually be ourselves.... We alwiz portray a different person in front of everyone... Why can't we really be like kindergarten where we can just be ourselves a do not need to be someone else?... Is so hard to get a best friends as you get older? Sometimes I feel that. There is betrayal, cliques and so many problems or why your friends might say if you make friends with people that are not from you own cliques. Unlike in kindergarten, you may not know them but just can be best friend just because you wanna be one and not anything else... Isn't it wonderful... How I wish making friends was so easy... Well I am not sayin my friends are not good is just that we don't have that kindergarten feeling of making friends that is so pure and innocent... Hmm.. But to all my friends you people are still great..Love ya all There another song which I think is really romantic... It is call 'Start of Something New' perform by Troy and Gabriella.. This song is about meeting someone new and you feel this is a point where you start something new... Great song... How I wish I could 'start of something new'.. hahaha..Here the chorus

This could be the Start of something new It feel so right to be here with you..ooo And now..looking in your eyes I feel in my heart The start of something new

The other theme in this movie is about Dreams... Is about achieving your dreams.... Well this really inspire me.. I have so many dreams but many of them, well let's say I will never get to achieve it... I wanted to be a singer... Is been a dream for me when music inspired me... But sadly I don't have the talent... Well it seems I sing like a frog... hahaha... Eventhough I can achieve this dream but I never gave up hope... There are so many dreams to be achieve... I am not sure will I get to achieve all this dreams before I die... hahaha....

Well on a happier note... This is the last song from HSM... IS a great song entitled 'We're All In This Together'.. The dance move is really great... I dedicate this song to all me friends... Listen to the lyrics..Is cool...

Ciaoz everyone, Love ya people, Horizons

Happy Birthdays !!!!

2006-06-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone... Great to be bloggin again... How has everyone been this few days. Hope everyone is high and kicking....

Well Today there is a lot of belated birthday that I need to wish... So here goes

First a very belated birthday to Chee Mun(10th June)... My partner in Crime since Form 3 when we started to establish our so call IPM... hahahaha.

My best wishes for you Chee Mun
May this year bring you good health, good fortune, & good luck.
May God Bless You with His blessing.
And May You have a great Nineteen Birthday and a great year ahead.

Chee Mun(Right) taken form friendster.com

Next person I want to wish is to my lovely Panda Sister Ng Ruying(21st June) who is in South Korea now.

Happy Birthday to you Ruying.
My best wishes to you.
May you be happy, joyful and loved everyday.
May God guide you in time of need.
May God Bless You with His Blessing.
And the Panda Spirit with you.
Panda Salute
Lov ya.

Next person to wish is Suet Jzune(20th June).

Sin Re Kuai Le.
Happy Birthday to You.
May this year bring you Joy and Happiness,
Laughter and Good Luck too.
God Bless
Happy Birthday.

Last but not least is Li Mei(22nd June)... My grandaughter...

Happy Birthday to You.
Today God had gave the human race a great gift.
Who? You.
With you around, laughter and joy follows you where ever you are.
May God Bless You With His ever Great Blessing
May God Guide You
And Love You
HAppy Birthday Li Mei.
Li Mei(Right) taken from friendster.com

Happy Birthday Li Mei.

Also A Happy Birthday to Shameen whose birthday fall on 21st June.. Happy Birthday to Him.

Well that all for today... Will Blog again. Love ya all

Hope and Wishes
Horizons.

Another Day In This World

2006-06-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.. How are you? Hope everyone is fine... Thank you to all who were concern about me.. So touch to see you, friends, care for me...Thank you.... Still feel a bit moody this days but feeling better.. Is it hard to potrey your real self. Sometimes i see this world is like a stage and all the people in this world are just actor playing a part. Why can't they just play out what they are? Be your real self.. Why go on decieving people if is not real... Come on... Nobody will hate you for being true to yourself.. Is that just so hard... Gosh...Humans are complicated species in this world... The worst people are those who decieve you and you sympatize them on the mishap that fall on them.. This are the people who make other loose trust in other people that really need help... Sometimes is jst so hard to believe people... Are they just acting or for real... I tend to trust them but sometimes found out what they said was just a bunch of lies... Life is just full of challenges they said... This is a real challenge.. Somoetimes I don't know are the people around me are keeping thier true identity from me. I just hope not... Is just makes me mad and i find this people not friends but foes... Hmm.. God Bless Those People and Make Them Tell the Truth... Well lets end that part... Now for something nice.... Yesterday we celebrated Hui Sing Belated birthday... We went to Kim Gary.. Food was better then Wong Kok...In my perseption... Here are the pictures that are taken

Qi Guang

Adrian

Roberta And Wai Git

Peng Wai...Munch Much

HOn Wai and Muah

Battle Of The Cutest Couple

Hui Sing(Birthday Girl) And Mun Sum

or

Hui Ching & Soon Seng (Both in pink)

Those are the pictures during Hui Sing birthday..... But that day was a bit quite...Look like everyone dont talk much to everyone....

Love

Horizons

Problems...Problems

2006-06-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone... Hope you have a great time this few days.. I wish mine had.... Since Uni started problems just popping out like weeds... Aih.. Just dunno what is happening... Is this God test for me?

As Uni started problems just coming and i dunno why. Actually is not me who is facing the problem but is my friends but it is just affecting me as I am close with them... Is just hurt me to see them in this situation... And i try my best to help them but it seem it is not helping... It just bring my mood down... Gosh... Why is this happening? I know not everyone life is perfect all the time...but is just so sad to see them that way... Why can't I take my happiness out and trade with those friends with problem? If I could I will like to trade my happiness to all that need that little thing call JOY in thier life just to help them... But I know this will not happen... Well all I can do is Pray....

Sometimes I feel so lonely in this world... It seems I do have a lot of friends but it seems that i missing something... Sometime even in a group i just feel so lonely like I am out in thier sphere.... Everyone seems to have thier own life... Somtimes i just wish my life will be exciting... but it seems is not... When i watch movies about High School Life... it just seems that their life is so fun unlike mine... Aghhh

Well all i hope now is God will give me strenght to help my friends to overcome their problems and mine...

Oh Mother of Perpretual Help... Hear my Prayers that you O Loving And Caring Mother That you shall hear the cries of you beloved children... Bless them and let them feel your Love...O Loving Mother... Help those who are having problems and give them the streght to overcome it...I pray to you O Mother of Perpretual Help that you hear my prayers... Amen...

Sad Time,
Horizons

Happy Birthday

2006-06-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone... How is everyone? Hope you have a great time since my last post.....Well is been quite OK since UNI started... Well but first thing First..

Happy Birthday to Chong Hon Wai... My best friend I ever known... Well is suppose to be belated by now but anyway...Happy Birthday to you... I wish you every best wishes form deep deep down from my heart... May God shower you with His blessing and all my prayers of hope, joy and happiness for you... Happy Birthday....

MR.CHONG HON WAI... Happy Nineteen Birthday... All The Best

Another person I want to wish my very best wishes on her Birthday is, Ms. PEE HUI SING... yeah..Happy Belated Birthday to you too... Well you're nineteen at last... Still got two more years befere you're twenty one and Ipromised you something when you reach twenty one.. Hope you have forgotten about the promise... hahahaha... Neway I wish you my best wishes and that God bring you Joy And HAppiness... Happy Birthday...

Miss Pee Hui Sing... Happy Birthday...Hugss...

Well thats all for this entry... Going to update soon but is getting late... So next time la...

Love and Peace to all of You who is reading this... God Bless...

Love,
Horizons..

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I SCORED ALL A's

2006-05-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hi people.. Wow is just benn such a great week... Weeeeee!!!! How has been everyone week... Hope it has been great as it has been for me...

Well just started my first week of University and it been a real eye openner..The lecterurs are great.. Dang.. There are a bunch of cool people but not all of them la.. Some.. Like my PR lecterur and My Intro to IT lecterur. The subject i'm taking is cool too.. But is a bit hard and i will need a lot of hard work... Aih... Must bet a CGPA of 3.5 and above to get a First Class Degree... And my dad is expecting me to get it... Well look like is time for me to change and be serius in my work already.. Phew...

Well great news is Yeaterday i received my result for my last semester examination and i scored all A's... yeah... Couldnt believe that... I was so shocked.. I expected my Sejarah Tamadun Islam an Asia to get A but I didnt expected my Web Page Design and Social Pyschology to ge an A.. So happy..... But my CGPA is only 3.2556.. looks like i need to do better than this... Pray for me people...

Well this two days i did something that i have not done since a very long time already... Which is talking on the phone for more then an hour.. Is long time.. The last time i did it was in Form 5... where i had been talking to some of my freinds for two hours... Longest was 3 hours with Hui Sing... hahahaha... wierd..tell me about it...

Anyway just want to say a great Congrats to Qi Guang for getting offer in Manchester, Leeds and Shefield Uni... Hope you will get the other two uni you requested for.. All the best...

Well up to here.. Peace be upon all of you..

Lov
Horizons

I'm A University Student

2006-05-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hello People.... How are you everyone? Well I'm fine. Is been a long time since I actually updated my blog because i have been plain lazy just to write.. hahahaha... So sorry... But well i'll hope that i will update weekly as my university has started and hopefully there will be interesting hapenings taht i can share with you.. hmmm

Well as I said I am a now a Univeristy student at last... WOW!!! Really counld not believe it... It was just like yesterday i steped into my high school SMK Sultan Abdul Samad and now I'm a first year student of Public Relation... Can you belive how times flies so fast...Gosh!!!!

Well today been the first day in University and I am so blur... hahaha... Dont know much where about is the place.. hahaha... Well my University place sucks as there is no campus life because the UTAR campusus are just only temporarily. That is why is totally sucks la...but the lecturers there are great for Now la.. hahaha... hopefully the clubs there are fun to join too... There is a lot of clubs that i wanted join...Hopefully i get to join Chinese Orchestra, Akido and lotso more... Akido hahaha... I know.. funny right.. I was thinking to take up martial arts cause is just cool... Karete seems so voilent and Tae-Kwan Do just seems too normal cause everyone is taking it... I was planning to take Judo but UTAR do not have this club... Aih... so my next choice was Akido and it is something different lo... i know Roberta you took it before la.. hahaha....

Well this are the updates for now la.. Is gettin late.. Shall be posting some pictures in my next post.. Pictures from my outing with June Lee and my trip to Malacca.. So people.. Cheers and Peace be With You...

Love
Horizons

Holidays... Yeah Yeah

2006-05-10T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hi people... How is everyone??? Hope you are all fine... Well sorry to all for not blogging for almost a month... My most sincere apology to all of you... Because after my blog first anniversary I was having my exams and then i was hibernating from internet so until now I start blogging back... ahahaha.... So my deepest and most sincere apology to those who came to my blog and found no updates...

Well didnt been doing much in the holidays. Only been catching up with my sleeping and also with the tonnes of movies i wanted to watch and playing computer games... Ahahaa.... So it was quite boring holidays.. Nothing much to update la...

Well there is one thing i want to post in my blog... We my collge mates, Jo Anne and Goh won the competition for the Jabatan Penerangan, Pengkisahan competition... So proud for them... ahahaha... Even though i did not make it to the finals but it was fun doing it even though with all those stress... ahahaha... Well if you want to read the report on them click
here...

Ahahaha..Well people i currently DJing on an internet radio.. Yes is for real... You can come to here my session... The website is aznfm.com. I'm still a trail dj la.. Need to do another 7 session before i officially become a DJ lo.. ahahaha... So come support me la... or if not you can put this url- http://83.133.127.6:8000/listen.pls onto you winamp... Just go to add which is situated in the bottom left of your playlist and add the url in the add url ok... Support malaysian DJ.. ahahahaha... Support fai fai... Yeah

Have anyone watch I Am Not Stupid 2... Great movie... Should watch la... The frist show was nice too... Everyone should watch it.. Is so touching.. nearly cried while watching today... sniff Sniff.. dowan to spoil the plot first la.. shall put my feelings on the show in my next entry...

Oh Mummy Day is coming... got your present yet.. Hope so... So is Teacher's Days.... Well go celebrate it ok

Well i shall end here now la... hungry la... ahahahaha... Blog later la...

Signing of,
Horizons

First Anniversery

2006-04-18T08:58:00.000+08:00

HI people... Well... How is everyone doing?? I sure think you all are just doing great and i do know some of you all are having hols... (No need to hint la June)... Ahahaha... Well as the title of my blog has said.... IS MY BLOG FRIST ANNIVERSERY...... Yeah...Wow just didn't know how times flies... I'm been blogging for a year now... Just never knew i will keep on blogging... Whoosh!!! Never even expected that i will blog.... ahahahaha

And so for this frist anniversery i would like to thank a lot a lot of people who supported me on my blogging days and through out my 19 years of life...

First on the list will be Roberta Ng Kim Eng.... Yes is you Roberta. You're first on my list... Why?? Because if is was not for you I and my bloggie here will never celebrated our first anniversery together. Hahahaha... Well is was Roberta who introduce me to the blogging world and that is why you get to come and read my blog... So a big big THANK YOU to you Roberta...

Next is Hon Wai.. You been my friend since like forever... We been primary school mate up to now. Thank you for always there to hear all my rubbish and crap. Thank you for being there when i needed support and thank you for being there to share.. Thank you Hon Wai... You're the Best...

Well next come Soon Seng... Thanks for being there too pal.. You were there when i needed someone there for me when i was down... Thank you for alwiz talking crap that makes me laugh... Thank you for letting me bully you when you were the Troop Leader... ahahaha...and thank you for the encouragement you gave me that i will still alwiz remeber... Thanks pal...

June Lee you are next... Thanks for being such a great friend although you whine a lot(ahahaha joking la)... Thank you for being there when i needed someone to chat... Thanks for sharing your problems with me and thanks for hearing my problems too.. Thank you June Lee for being a pal

Hui Sing is another person i want to Thank.. You too were there for me when i was at the lowest point of my life. You were there to give me encouragement and cheering me up... Thank you Hui Sing

Ai Ling and Ru Ying... Thanks Sister pandas for alwiz being such a cool sisters to me... You both are alwiz fun to talk with... We known each other since Form One and you both were alwiz there to make you all laugh.. Thank Sister Pandas.. Panda Salute @_@

Peng Wai... Thank for alwiz making jokes and talking crap to make us laugh... Thank you for 'enriching' my Cantonese... ahahahha..Thanks pal.

Mable, Hui Kim, Chee Mun and Qi Guang... You are alwiz the best buddies to chat with... A great audience to gossip and share a laughter.... Nothing is more fun then talking with you people.... Thank you all... Looking foward to chat more with you all... Especially Hui Kim and Chee Mun...Where are you all la... Lost liao ah... ahahahaha

Ai Yee... Thanks too for being such a great gal to gossip with... Gossiping with you is so different... HAhahaha... Thanks Ai Yee..

Next are my college mates

Jacq... Thanks for being such a great mak cik.. ahahaha... Really thanks for being such a great friend to bitch with. Never know what is laughter if i never knew you.. ahahaha....Thanks for sharing your problem with me and telling me How great AL is... i knw he is great... We should get our MAK CIK GROUP started soon... ahahahaha

Jo Anne, Amanda, Ji Lin, Khar Yee and Suet Jzune... Thanks for being such great friends. Thank you for alwiz helping me in assignment and alwiz making assignment a fun job to do... Thanks for alwiz being there when i needed help... Lov you gals... Thank you Tai Ku Lai, Yee Ku Lai. Sam Ku Lai. Sei Ku Lai and Sai Ku Lai.

Kak Kumu... thanks for being auch great kakak to me.. Alwiz looking out for me... Alwiz taking care of me... Thanks a lot Kak Kumu.. Lov ya lots..

Eileen... thanks you for alwiz being an audience of my crazy jokes... and thanks for sharing yours too... We have so much fun laughing... Thanks

M5B3 class... Most happening class ever... Lov you guys too the bits... All the best in exams and i love all of you...

Last but not least... me dearest couz Nikita... For she is alwiz there to look out for me...Alwiz being such a great couz to chat with... Going to miss ya when yuou go to Sungai Long.. Thanks Nikita... If there was no you... I dont think i will be as cheerful as i am now... You are the gretest couz a person can ask... Futhermore you crazzy non-stop laugh ust make people go crazy too... ahahaha

Neway i hope i did mention everyone... If not i apologize.. Give me a mesg and i will Put YOUR NAME there...

Well

HAPPY ANNIVERSERY BLOGGIE

Well up to here...

Lov
Jonathan

Horizons

2006-04-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hi people. At last my assignment is done.. Gosh... at last i have time to revise... (Hahaha).. So how is everyone.. Hope you are well..Well before I blog today i need to same a few words.
A BIG HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to ROBERTA and AI YEE and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to EE WEN

Well just been watching a Hong Kong series recently and it brought back some old memories... Well before idolizing Lee Hom i have a few idols back then. One was Backstreet Boys the other is Nicholas Tse. Nicholas Tse was my idol because his songs back then has very meaningful lyrics especially in love.. But sadly his songs now are not that nice but i still like to watch his movies.

I can't remember why i took him as my idol but is just strange watching the series he acted in just make me think back why i did and i cant really remember,

Horizons is a nickname had been using since i got my hotmail and i never change it. Horizons the name has bacame a port of my identity. But what has it had to do with Nic Tse. This is because when I sign up for hotmail I couldn't find a specific name that is intersting so i was thought long and hard. As i was hearing some music by Nic Tse on his album call HOrizons and it the album name just caught my attention. So from then I took up the name Horizons.... At first this nickname was like a tribute to my idol.. But after using this Nickname for like 5 years or so the meaning of horizons has became a part of what i am...

Horizons to me is a hope... We can never see what is beyond the horizons but there is a light that shine beyond the horizons that give us warmth and hope this is what horizons is to me now...

Well the show that brought back this memory to me come form a show call Aiming High ('Tat Chut Ngoi Fo Fa'). This series was shown in 1998. And i love the show so so much. It was about Judo.. But i just love the two love birds in the series. Nic and Nicola.. If you get the chance you should watch it.. This is the MV for the series

This song is call The Heaven Is So Big.. Great Show.

Well there is two song that I like to share with all of you. The first is a song call Bad Habits... i just like the song..hehehe Hear it quite nice la.

The other song that i want to share is call 'Chuo Chi' or Already Know. Very nice song. The song is about two person who are world apart got together but the guy knew that they will never last long so he wanted to break up when they are still happy so that they can have good memories of each other. Very touching song and alwiz give me the shivers... Like it so much and i do hoe you like it too.(but the MV a bit sux la)

This other song call For your good is another touching song... Hear it and watch the MV... wow.. touching betul la(for my standard la)Hope you like it to.

Well now i need to sleep as is getting late and i'm sick.. So wacth up for my blong in five days time because is celebration time.. I hope everyone can join me...

Love ya ppl,
Horizons

Thank You

2006-04-11T13:54:00.000+08:00

Hi people... How are you? Well sorry for not bloggin this few days as promise because i needed to finnish my assignment and i got a test going on so i couldn't blog an entry..

Well last week was a very fun week as it was MY BIRTHDAY.... ahahaha... yes yes.. it was on the sixth of April... Wow... Couldn't believe that i am Nineteen years old... Gosh... after this year i will never have been teen anymore... SAD..... Neway it was still a fun birthday....

Well the birthday celebration lasted for two days... It all started at approximately at 10p.m. on the 5th of April with the first birthday message from Hui Kim...At twelve a.m my handphone was buzzing with the SMS alert.. And I was touched with all those birthday wishes form everyone... At the morning in college i receive my secong birthday present (my first birthday present was from my sis that i receive two days ago)...form Jacq and Li Mei(THANKS)... And a lovely card from Wei Qi and Jennifer.... When classes ended i receive a BIG TEDDY BEAR from Jo Anne, Ji Lin, Amanda, Khar Yee, Suet June, and Jonathan. When classes ended that day, we have a small celebration in the 'Yam Yam' Park of KTAR. Well the celebration is to celebrate for The April babies... Me, Ee Wen, Jonathan and Ian. We also had a 'Yam Seng' session and Miss Melissa belanja us KFC... Thanks Miss Mel and M5B3.. You're are the best...

(My teddy bear)

At night my sis got me an ice cream cake. Yum Yum..hehehe.... On Friday my high school friends celebrated my birthday in Wong Kok Char Chan Teng... It was a nice time catching up with their life but most of all is the time we spend with each other.. This is the best birthday present i wish for... But they did gave me a very expensive shirt that cost Rm200++... Haih... you people ah dont waste your money la... Celebrate my brthday enough lo.... NEway thanks to everyone who remember... Didn't expect so many birthday wishses... This is the BEST BIRTHDAY so far....

And so i wanna thank eveyone for their good wishses..

Hon Wai
Soon Seng
Kah Yin
June Lee
Peng Wai
Hui Sing
U-Yin
Wai Sam
Wai Git
Qi Guang
Roberta
Ai Yee
Ai Ling
Hui Kim
Jo Anne
Ji Lin
Jonathan Goh
Suet Jzune
Amanda
Khar Yee
M5B3
Li Mei
Jacq
Wei Qi
Jennifer
M5L3
Alena
Deepa
Chee Mun
And all who wish me

Thanks you Ai Ling for the long distance SMS... So touched!!! Panda clan forever@_@

This are some pics

(from left to right; top to bottom)

Jon,Ian,Priscilla and Me in TAR College celebrating our birthday.
June and Me in Wong Kok
(top left-right)Wai Sam, Soon Seng, Peng Wai, (bottom left-right) U-Yin, Hui Sing, June and ME
Soon Seng and ME
Hon Wai, Kah Yin and ME
My Cake...

Neway thanks everyone for the great birthday..

Love all of ya..
Horizons

Just Another Long Long Long Week.....

2006-04-04T08:28:00.000+08:00

Hi people... Just another long long week to go... So how is everyone? Sorry for not updatinf recently because i just have tonnes of assignment to be done.. Well How do everyone like my new image of my blog.. Well is just the starting of it only. Just change a bit but shall be upgrading it probably by end of the month. So wait for my new image on my blog ok people.

Well have not being doing much the past week just trying to finnish up my assignment only. Gosh i have tonnes of assignment. Luckily i just have three more weeks and then i'm outa KTAR and officially by May I'll be a University student... Gosh how times flies...ahaha... and before you know it three years will pass in a flash and I'll be a graduate and another bink of an eye i probably be attending Jacq wedding... ahahahaha...(Keeping my finger cross)

Meant to update this last week. Funny thing is I never knew my elder cousin form my mom side was so nice... Just two weeks ago, he came over and told us he will be going to Singapore for some work. As i was listening I remember that Ian said that Giordano and Padini clothes are cheap in Singapore(if you use Singapore Dollers la). After that thought trigger my memory i told my cousin about it and asked if that statement is it true. Thus hearing what i said my aunts and mom told my cousin la "Aiyah Juen know la what that means some more somebody birthday coming" and he was like "Who?" even my grandma also asked whoose birthday coming... ahahaha.... Two days later when he came back from Singapore he got me and my sister a Giordano shirt.. It may not be some expensive but the thought that counts.... ahahaha.... Didn't expect him to get me a T-shirt cause i was just asking about the price there as i love wearing Giordano shirt beacuse the fabric use are very confortable to wear... Anyway i got a ner T-shirt.. and is baby blue...

Well yeaterday i got the DVD of the Prince and Me 2:The Royal Wedding. Was screening through the movie before i slowly sit down and watch it.. Before i tell you about this story let have a flashback on the first movie the Prince and Me,,, Starring Julia Stiles and LukeMably. The movie is about Paige(Julia) who is a uni student in Winconsin is America who want to be a doctor to help countires who in shortage of doctors.... Prince Edward(Luke) is a arrogant Crown Prince of Denmark(strangely the Dannish Royalty let them use their name) who did not like the live as Prince so to get out of the life and have fun he left for Winconsin where he met Paige....well as we know they fall is love but later when she found out that he was a prince she felt betray by him. The next day he left for Denmark as the King was sick... He left her a note and she found that she really love him and she flew to Denmark.... As she reach Denmark she met her prince in a procession toward the Parliment... He saw her and took her with him on his horse(very romantic) well later there are the complicates of being a royal and things started to happen.... Well the ending i let you to figure out la....

Flash foward... Paige is now going to be Queen of Denmark as Eddie has became King... So as they were getting ready to married and old law states the The KIng is not allowed to marry a commoner... Well i think i do not need to tell you the whole story you will know what heppen la... Go watch the movie la... Is quite ok but the second part Julia Stiles was not in the Movie Sad.... I love her acting.. very unique.....

Well i think i shall end here first and classses are starting soon. Well goodbye for now

Horizons@_@

B's, Wishes, Sorrow

2006-03-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hi people how are all of you? Well is been a week since i last blog. Well got my result for my last semester.. Well not as i expected because i thoguht i will do much worse but i did got all B's so is quite a relief for me... Well need to put more time on my study now...WHY??? IS beacuse i got like 5 more weeks to my finals... This is a short semester but is killing me with the workload. So if i didnt blogs for a few weeks do please forgive me. I'm really buzy... Hehehehe

Well is been a wonderful week yesterday as... I got th meet LEE HOM... my idol... hahahaha... i got the tickets to go for his Promo autograph session... So happy futher more go to go to the VIP area which is nearer and i got to see him so clear... So happy... Well my last year birthday wish is 75% complete...Unfortunately cant get to shake his hand nor say a few words with him(that is the last 25%) hahaha.... but he did smiled at me when i went up for the autograph session... OMG his skin is so smooth(jealous betul) Damm his skin is smoother then many girls i know... hahaha... Gosh i am like still like in heaven when i saw him... Was screaming like mad... (mind you people i am NOT gay).. i really like his songs because is very meaningful and also inspiring.. His songs have so much of emotion in it.. Not many singers can do that... Ooo.. In the promo thingi he sang four songs... One of them was Kiss Goodbye... very nice song.. is about this loving couple who one day the girl wanted to leave him due to some reason but in the end of cos didn't la... But is a nice MV...

Another MV that is nice is call Ai Cuo means love wrongly... Is about this boxer who lost in the match seems to can't accept defeat and negelected the GF... not to sure about the ending whether the GF did left him a not but what i think the lyrics is trying to tell is that choose love wisely..(if i am wrong do correct me)... Hey nut you can see LEE HOM sexy body... hahahaha

This MV is a MV that move me to tears.. Is a song for the Tsunami victims sang by a lot of Hong Kong artists... Seeing that destruction just made me cry.. Enjoy this MV and pray for those who have depart this world

Well after all the happiness today i receive a sorrowful news. My grandaunt just pass away today... She is a jolly old women who always smile. She can crack up very funny jokes... unfortunately God love her more than we do so now she is in God merciful hands.. May God give her eternal peace.. This also made me worry of my own Grandma because she just lost her sister(which is my grand aunt). She has lost many people dear to her is this six years. First was my grandpa then is was my second aunt... I'm afraid that she thinks to much... I just hope that God will give her peace.....So for those who is reading my blog today... Pray with me so that Mother Mary may guide the deprated souls to heaven and give my granny strentgh and may the Heavenly Father give peace to all those who have lost their love ones....

Hail Mary, full of grace,
The Lord is with you.
Blessed are you among women
and blessed id the fruit of your womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen

Our Father in heaven,
holy be your name,
Your kingdom come,
Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sins agains us,
Do not bring us to the test
but deliver us form evil.
Amen.

Thank you to all of you... Well need to end here now.. Will blog soon

Yours sincerely,
Horizons

My Storm In The Teacup

2006-03-13T08:23:00.000+08:00

Hi people. How has your week been ?Mine has been great. Well last week was my first week of college. Just feel so good to come back minus the travelling from PJ all the way to Setapak, Phew! But is just another seven weeks and i will be studying in UTAR. Yeah!!!

Well this semester I have got three subjects to take and there are:

Web Page Design(nerd look),
Social Psycology(watch out people i am going to Psycho all of you) and
Tamadun Islam dan Asia (Arghhh...[sound of someone jumping from the 10th floor]...

So this are the subject i am taking this semester and it is important as if i FAIL one of the subject I WONT GET TO GO UNI !!!!!!!! So people wish me all the best.

Well just last Saturday I joined the EUSM Public Speaking Competition sponsered by HSBC Bank and The Star Newspaper. Unfortunately i failed in the Preliminary rounds. Actually I do feel a little sad but it was a good defeat. The other contestent are really good. They have wider knowledge then me, better English(actually superb English) then me, and more confident then me. But i did get a lot of expreince in that competition as i got to wider my knowledge and got to see how people can be so creative.. Well i need to wait for one more year to join again and this time i will KICK THE ASS OF THE OTHER CONTESTENT!! HAHAHA!!!!(Evil grin).

After the competition i did a lot of thinking. I ask myself why i have no talents...It is true. I like to dance but everytime i dance there will be somebody who can dance better then me. I like to sing but i do not have a good voice and always in someone shadow. When i start to sing everyone give me the look like 'Oh my God!!! He is going to sing again'. I am not the best at study nor at music... I can't even play a decent song on my organ. I thought i was quite knowledgable but when i came the college i feel like a 'orang kampung'. Even in Public Speaking i thought i speak well but actually i sucks real bad. I'm sure you will say i have talent in socializing but the fact is i dont. If i am i will not feel shy to intorduce myself to other people because i always think that the other side will think "What the hell you want with me". I am not the best bitch too... there are more people bitchier then me (Thank goodness).

I always think that i am an average person where i am shun by better people then i am. I have always have a dream which is before I die i want to put my name in history so then my future generation knows what thier ancestor have done.. My ancestor did contribute to the society. Some were educationist, some help the Chinese society and many more. I thought that as a guy who will continue the 'LOH' family i want to glorify it.... I also have this dream to follow the footsteps of Mother Teresa. No..no... Not becoming a monk but just want to do what she did for the people of India. She love people with a sincere heart and I want to love people to and help those who are suffering from the wanting of love.

I think probably the dreams i want makes me think that i am a average person without talent. Probably this is why i always think I am not good enough in whatever I do.... This is the storm in my teacup.... I think i am just thinking to much... I think I just forgot the special talent I have... I think i just have forgotten all the good friends that are there for me... Probably i forgot about my happy-go-lucky nature... I think i just forgot to see that I am different from others in many special way that i can't see but other people can feel.

Well it is time to take this little storm away form my thinking and continue my dreams in a more heathier way... Well i thank my family and friends for their support that they gave me for the competition and also to my lectures for their guideince. Thanks all

Is time for classes now. I shall blog soon... Thanks for reading.... Oh, before i forgot... tommorow is Jacq birthday and i want to give a big shoutout to her...

Happy 21st Birthday Jacq!!!!

May All Your Dreams Come True!

(but not those wet dreams la..hahahaha)

Signing of, Horizons@_@

I'm BAck....

2006-03-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

Hi people... its been a very long long long long time since i upadate my blog... I must give a very big apologize to my readers... Sorry.. It's because i wanted to really rest during my hols and do things that i coundn't really do much during my second sem due to the tonnes of assignment.... So I've been watching VCD and playing games a lot.... Ahahaha

Well started my new sem today... Miss all my college friends so first day bising kau kau... ahahaha...Well today started my web page design classes... Quite fun... So next time i can create web pages... hahahaha

Well just wanna update about what i have done the past month... Well went back to Malacca during the Chinese New Year... Eat damm a lot la.... Haiyoh until i scared la... hahahaha... But did collected a lot of Ang Pau... Came back to Petaling Jaya on the Second Day of Chinese New Year and again eat la... Ahahaha.... Fat lo... really that whole week when from one house to another just to eat only... HAhahaha... Here are some pics that i have taken during New YEar...
The Famous Jonker Street Satay In Malacca... Must try

Cendol At Jonker Street.. Clockwise from left Durian Ais Kacang, Cendol,
and Durian Cendol

Night Scene of Jonker Street

Me and Me Sister at the Red Building build by the Dutch

Me at the beach near me Grandma House

Grandma Nyonya Food.. Emmm....!!!

Me and My two nephews, Wilkinson and Aaron during a CNY gathereing

Me and Nikita, my couz at her house during another CNY party

Well this are some of the pictures taken during CNY... there lots morre probably i will uplaod next time.. hehehe.... Well after CNY was Ai Ling party... It was a farewell party for her as she was leaving for Australia. So we had a party at Chillis in Mid VAlley....Was sad to see her off... But we will meet on another Sunny Day... Well firendship will last.. Want to uploads some crazzy pics we took but unfortunately the photos are not with me...

Next came a dreadful day for me... It is the Valentine Day.. Why cause i had no one to celebrate with... hahahaha.... How sad... Didnt really did nuch that day as i was just at home watching telly.... Next event that came up was uy Secondary school teacher birthday.. We held it a week earlier because many people coundn't make it later... It was nice too see her again and she was so glad to see us... She even said no teachers in Sultan Abdul Samad P.J ever had students like us... Awwww... She is the best... Well this are some of the pics....

Form left to right
(bottom) Chay Lynn, Pn. Salmiah, June Lee
(top) Samuel, Peng Wai, Me

After that, next event was going back to Malacca again before class starts so went back la... And i counldn't believe i met Serena C, Adam for 8TV, Jason Lo... Hitz.FM crews.. Why i got to see them because they were having the Hitz.FM birthday batch there... So this are some pics

Me with Serena C

Me with Adam

My Great Grandfather, Datuk Lee Fong Yin

Just wanted to add my great grandfather pics... hahaha...Show off.. ahahaha

Ok people.. it's late and i need to sleep... i will blog soon probably end of the week.... Well hope you all are well... Oh and please pary for Qi Guang that he may be well soon... Lov you guys....

Signing of,
Horizons

A Chinese Tall Story.... The Promise... A Korean Movie... &... Finally.....Love

2006-01-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hi people.. sorry for not posting up soon as my exam is next week and my blogs is under construction la... My sister is trying it out for me la... I am very computer buta...But who cares... hahaha.. at least i have my sister to help me... muahahahah..

Well today post was something i intended to post two weeks ago but due to some unseen circumstances i now only can blog la.... well is about this three movies that i saw which is really touching.. All about love...

Well the first movie was A Chinese Tall Story... is very nice... the begining is a bit rude and wacko at the same time la.. but the ending poem was so nice... it said something about two lovers who are in deeply in love but because of Fate they are separated... so touching.... the ending they were willing to sacrifice themselves all because of the greatest gift God gave... Love.... Well many people are facing this problem... well i am not talking only about boy-girl realtionship but family and friends love for each other... Lokk at Korea... familt have been parted because of two different idealogy in running the country... Look at area with war, famine, racial discrimination... the world have lost the sense of love again...Is giving a warm smile to each other so hard.. just a call to say hello to your love ones once in a while is not to hard... so where is the love?

The Promise is also another lovely movie.... Except the animation part is a bit exxgerated... but the love story in that movie ended in an happy and sad ending... Wierd la.. why end of the year all the love story i watch ah all sad ending...HAih... Futhermore when i was watching this movie i was watching alone... so lagi sad... hahahah..'pai seh'... The ending out of the three leading male actor two died... and the third was in some sort of spell that if he take out his cloak he will die.... so kinda sad...

There was another korean movie that i watch starring Song Seun Hoon(i think is spell this way) is very lovely too...Is a typical korean love comedy so you wont expect much from it... but i like the ending... it said something about being in love does not need any word.... and i agree with that.... i think of it sometime saying i love you everyday does not mean that 'i love you'... love is something felt through action and feeling not through words because words can be lies...so i think love does not need word to express but all it need is feeling through the heart... As a quote in Macbeth said "Who can refrain that had a heart to love, and in that heart courage to make love known'.... If you have the courage to show you love nothing will stop you from doing it.... that is the power of love....

Finally..... well this is a mv that i found in youtube.... Very nice mv... very touching... the ending words was so touching that it gave a great impact... he said no matter where you are i will always be there for you... and he died... aiyah... i know i sound so dramatic... but what to do... Being in relationship is something nice... I am in realtionships... realtionships need trust, humour, and most of all is communication... if you dont have any communication no one will no what you are thinking... that is why i always try to practice this... being in realtionships is fun... you have someone to share your up and down, your little secrets...To all who are in raeltionships... no matter what... cherish them as they a precious gems.. love them... anf most of all trust and communicate with them...

Well most probably wouldn't be blogging in this two weeks as exam is starting... anyway... hope to see you people soon

Keep smiling and the world smile with you,
Horizons

Happy New Year...

2006-01-03T08:49:00.000+08:00

HI everyone... Happy New Year.... Hope that last year was a terrific year for everyone and this year much more better.... Well is been a really fun year for me.. Learn a lot of things last year... Well yesterday clean my room a bit and i was found my old birthday cards and felt thoose sweet memories back again... hahaha... So today i will try to recap what i have been doing for the past year...

January
The new year of 2005. Didnt do much that month cause i was just laying around the house. Did fine for some job to do but nobody called me back.. What the hell.... So i was basicaly at home watching Korean, Japanese and Hong Kong series that i missed during 2004 because of SPM...

February
Got my first job in Intigus in Subang Jaya as a tele researcher... It was fun job but stressful job too... But the pay was good as i was earning like Rm200 per week... but the job was oonly a week la... And i got an extra Rm50 for hitting the target of getting 10 appoinments for that day... hehehe.. the clients was very friendly too... Kenneth and Alia.. they were great people and willing to help.. I did learn much from them... Cassie who was working in Intigus did help me a lot too. Mei Ling the boss and Daniel was very helpful too... With the money i got i bought myself a CD and guess what i bought a Wang Lee Hom Cd... hahaha.... Chinese New Year came and got lotsa of angpau but forgotten the amount liao... Later i work at Intigus again for the same job as the clients wanted to go for another round... This time Got aslo an extra RM50 form the boss cause the boss said i was hard working... hahahaha..(blush blush)

March
March i was again laying in the house for a week and i coudnt stand it so i call up Cassie to see if there is anything to do and i got a job that works for three day a week... Super boring work as my work was dealing to check the contest form... And every morning i am there i see a big load of letter... Damm sien man... Every day after lunch sure damm sleepy one... hahaha.... couldnt stand the job i quited after three weeks....

April
Well got myself another job that month as a waiter... Really an eye opener... Was working somewhere near my house called Sweet Bean... It was a forty minutes walk form my house.... Damm tiring... but it was fun... gotta learn my PR skilld there... everyone was nice there.... April was the most memorable month because it was my birthday.... My high school friends was so nice to celebrate my birthday in Itallienies in BU.... And it was really expensive... The bill cause Rm500, My present cause RM50++(found out by going to the shop..hehehe) and the cake cause RM53... The whole birthday cost RM600++.. Crazzy i tell you... But it was celebrating my and Roberta birthday too la... Thank you all very much.... it was the most memorable birthday i ever had...

May
My last month working in Sweet Bean. i work there till the min of May as college was starting liao....One week before i strat my college i work at somewhere near Istean Hotel as a tele researcher again for the International Herald Tribune... Pay execelent.. Rm 90 per day but i worked for only four days... But it was boring la... Especially calling those big companies... Haih... the call will go like this
"Welcome to XXX company... Please press 1 for acunting department, prees 2 for HR department, press 3..........,"
Waiting for the correct designation also damm long..haih...
Last week of May i strated my college.. TAR college
On my first day i met my first friends... Zi Kai and Jacq.... Still best of friends... Zi Kai was my cousin friend from work and Jacq was form Miri...

June
June i started my studies.... College is so different from High School... Nothing much happen this month as is was the starting of college

July
July, nothing much happen during this whole month but i did join the debate competition... never had the chance to do it in hihg school... It is a fun competition but very stressful as you need to get your facts right... but we only made it to the semi-finals... not too bad... but i must thank many people who help me in the competition especially Amelia and Eunice... went for the Samad scout campfire too... quite boring because fo lack of entertainment...the distrcit fault la... haih... but i did met a 'leng lui' but stupid me didnt get her number... double haihhh.....hahahaha

August
Nothing much happen this month lo.... Really cant think of what happen expect going to college and stoping by KLCC nearly ever day sfter college with Chee Mun and mu cousin Nikita.... hahahah

September
My first semester exam and i got sick.... haih.. i tought i was ging to fail my exam.... Nothing much too happen that month beacuse of exam... but after exam went Kareaoke with Amanda and Ji Lin... was very fun lo...hahahaha...We really can sing... hahaha... We were like having our own concert then... hahaha.. Amanda was the one really having fun... must do this more often... hahahah

October
Well didnt go out much this month beacuse my high school friends was having exams so i was at home having marathon movies... At last watch finish Full House and also Sailor Moon luive action... was having hols that time... so sien... hahaha....But class resume by end of October... sniff sniff...

November
Done a lot of meaningful stuff that month.... join the pidato competition but lost in the semi finals and also join the Pulic speaking competition.. got to the finals but did not win... even though i lost but i did learn a lot and to be more brave on stage... you really need a lot of guts to be on stage....

December
Christmas month... losta of shopping... bought tomees of clothes... Mum wanted to change my wardrobe cause she said everyday i got to college with the same clothes... hahaha... so buy only la... Futher more i don't buy clothes freqquently lo.....

Well that was some what happen during the whole year of 2005... hope it will be more fun this year.... going to have exam soon.... Well need to go for classess liao.... will blog more... Have something more i wanted to blog... probably tonite or tommorow la.... See ya soon

may the past hold all your sweet memories and the future bring more of it. May 2006 bring you joy and love but most of all money in your pocket. Happy New Year and I pray that you will be happy and all your wishes come true. Keep on smiling and the world smile with you. Happy New Year..

Your best pal,
Yoke Fai....

Public Speaking, Narnia & Christmas (PArt2)

2005-12-20T08:25:00.000+08:00

Sorry i couldnt continue yesterday night so now i shall continue what i wanted to blog on....Well i stop on Narnia.... Well you should watch that movie.... extremely nice... But look it at the point of Disney and kids view you will find the excitement in the movie... If you watch it as an adult you will find the movie a bit childish lo.... But PEter anbd Lucy is my favourite in the Movie..... Long Live King PEter The Magnificant, Long live Queen Susan the Gentle, Long live King Edmund the Just, Long live Queen Lucy the Valiant..... Narnia rocks...HArry potter Rocks too... hahahah.....

Well Christmas time is coming and i am so in the mood of Christmas but sadly i am still having classes.. So potong stim.. make me until cannot go for shopping only... still so many present havent buy yet.. die a not... Oh and the Christmas decoration in Midvalley is absolutely beautiful.... Is just like having a white christmas.... So white so pure.....Ah... just only few more days and i get to open my christmas presents... hahaha.....

Last Saturday went for Jo Anne Christmas party cum her parents anniversery and her bf birthday.... Have fun there.. especially when we went to yam cha... With Ian, Jo, Kenny, Mei Chin, Amanda and Jonathan... Damm funny la... Laugh until my face turn red.. i think other people in the Wong Kok Cha Chan Teng must think we are all drunk... Amanda and Jon was like giving away ballons to the kids and adults... so funny.... really had a good time there.....

Well Christmas is coming and the spirit of joy and giving is filled across the air... Share the joy with everyone with a smile... Accept each Chrismast present with an open heart and by saying thank you because the person took a long time to choose it... neway Merry Chrismas everyone...

I'll be back on Christmas afternoon... So if the is any gathering on Christmas night do tell me Ok... Merry Christmas everyone and i pray that JOy will filled yo heart for the next whole year... Joy Joy Joy....Love you guys...

JOYFUL CHRSTMAS,
Horizons....

Public Speaking, Narnia & Christmas

2005-12-19T10:34:00.000+08:00

Hi people is been one week since i online and aslo to put up an new entry... Well Lotsa things happen last week.... So i shall tell you the story of mine....

Well last Tuesday was the Public Speaking finals... Well my title that day was ,Music for the World'. Well i did quite well i think. The crowd respond was good as i sopke about equality, love and joy that is needed in this world... I was very happy when i ended my speech by using a quote from MacBeth and by asking the audience to give a warm smile or shake hands with the person next to them as a sign of love and, everyone in the hall did it... I was so happy that i got to inform, persuade and entertain my audience... Sadly i did not win the competition but i am happy as Ian make M5B3 proud by winning the first place... He was damm good... Shall put my ugly pics soon....

Wednesday i went of to the Natianal art Gallery to do our art assigment... Damm stupid.. We acted like expreinced critics.. and was there like saying this art is good and that art sux.. hahaha... have real fun there.. Damm lotsa of great painting... Didint actually realize appreaciating art was nice.... Oh and i got to meet Jacq's bf.. (drumrolls)..... Alwyn..(Correct rite the spelling... whatever).... Cute guy with good complection..hahaha

Thursday.... Most memeroble day cause I got to watch NArnia at last. It was along waited movie i wanted to watch and it did not disappoint me.,... It was so cool and Zi Kai belanja me for the movie... hahaha.(You don't always get Zi Kai to belanja you..hahaha)... We went to KLCC to watch and we nearly didnt get the tickets la... but it was so fun la the movie.... Willian Moseley is so cute... He have a very charming smile.. damm cute...I think his smile will make girls legs to jelly... William Mosely is Peter in the movie.,... Lucy have the most adorable eyes i have ever seen... And she does have the cheeky smile... So cute.... Damm like her... Susan is cute too.. in real life not so in the movie.... I want to watch again... so nice....

Well I now need to go for classes.... i shall write again tonite.... Wait ok....

Bored.. Public Speaking Finals Soon... Christmas Coming

2005-12-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hi poeple. How is everyone? Hope all of you are in good condition.... I hope I am too? Well is been to long since i have put in an entry in my blog... Been very buzy with work and stuff.. MidTerm was near and i need to study even though it was last minutue to do it.

Well nothing much has happen this week. Monday suppose to be Managemnet studies examination but the lecture hall was too small and there were no air conditioner. Stupid lecture hall... haih so the exam was cancel (quite happy, cause u can study more (like i will))...but Tuesday and Wednesday was Art mid term examination... Haih.. you know i damm stupid in my art one la.. worst still i colour blind.... but it was just asking some principle and visual elements in art... Was not hard, i think i could pass but, the critising of the art work which i need to know all the principle of design and visual elements on the back of my hands, i think i did badly. Was just repeating everything again and again... you know la... bull shit... hahaha...

I found out another horror... I am suppose to draw for my finals.. We are given around six organic shape and some principle of design and we are suppose to draw acording to what is given... So yesterday my lecturer gave us a exercise to show us what to expect and my lecturer say i could get 25 out of 50.... not to bad la for a beginner like me.. hahaha.... but she said i did not have assymetrical balance in my artwork (i shall show it when i get it back)... but i drew another one today and she said it was better...(blush blush)... hehehe.....

Oh i think most of you know that i will be in the finals for the Public Speaking Competition finals in my college. So proud that i got into the finals... hehehe... I do hope that i get First to Thrid as a plaque is given and i want it as i never got one before... hahaha... but well is depends if my topic is good... My topic always have the theme of equality and love so is a bit more to emotion rather then facts so i am not sure i can do it for the finals... Well i am praying and i will do my best....

Lately been very moody and tired easily... DAmm.. i am like having PMS syndrome... but i aint no girl... But i am really moody this few week... I dont really like to ccommunicate with people... And i think a lot of you might thing i being such a bloody a**hole... but i just cant help being moody and sometimes sad... I really want to know what is happening but it seems like there is no reason behind this... Well i hope God will lift up my spirit and make me the cheerful person that all of you will know and the happy-go-lucky person i know....

Well i think i end my entry here... quite want to find something to much so i shall end it here now... Well shall keep you people updated soon... Love ya ppl... And God bless all fo you....

Signing off,
Horizons

Yule Ball Mood.. LAlalala.. I Love Emma Watson.. She so Pretty

2005-11-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hi people..How are all you guys? Hope you people have an interesting week..I know mine had been. Well first of all did not get in to the finals for the pidato competition... Anyway well quite happy even though got through to the semi finals only... Thanks to everyone especially Jacq and Qi Guang for giving the support... Thanks alot... Now i am joining the public Speaking competition and guess what? I am now in the semi finals for that competition. Hopefully i get to through to the finals la.. Keeping my finger cross....

Well felling happy because i got to finish my second talk for my Public Speaking Subject... Feel quite happy and relief that i took that subject and express it out.. Nearly cried.. But i Am ok now.. just feel so relief that i express my feelings long kept in my heart and just let it go that day... and my Lecturer was complementing on a very good talk i have given cause i said it all from my heart.

Well yesterday was fun, well today is Kah Yin birthday who is my lovely cousin. Well she is eighteen... So happy.. Cause now she is currently 100% an OBASAN.. hahaha...Well we went to One Utama for a movie first.. It was....(drumrolls) .. Harry Potter and The Goblet Of Fire..... Wonderful Movie.. Don't know why poeple say it sux... It is so spactacular.. still fell th impact of the movie.

OOoooo.. Just love the scene is the Yule BAll... So beautiful.. So extraodinary.. So magical and so Lovely.. Could just imagine now being wih a girl i like and just dancing around that beautiful ball... Ooooo.. it was set with a Christmas Mood.. Just so romantic.. How i wish i gotta go to that ball....hahaha.. Just as i imagine how the ball will look like when i was reading the book...

Well after the movie.. went to a place called TV cafe.. I like the place cause is quiet and not too noisy so we could make the noise.. but unfortnately the food sux... and the singer there sux too.. i could sing way better than them too.. hahaha... Ceh wah.. i actually sux too.... Just want to say soory cause the organizing was so poor and got all of you who attend to taste yucky food... So soory.. Next time i will organize a better one.. Hopefully.. Soory for the sucky organizing for Kah Yin Birthday again... Look like i am a bad organizer...

Later during the nite when to Wong Kok Cha Chan Teng with June, KAh Yin, Soon Seng, Peng Wai and Wai Sam to carry on talking... Well The three guys went of at eleven thirty but me, KAh Yin and June stayed until One to celebrate Kah Yin birthday... An we got that Free.. Big Tea that is for the birthday girl.. Super big.. hahaha... if gotta drink all of it.. I can Bet that your pee will be Tea smell probably Tea colour... At one went home.. Just hope Kah Yin had a great time even the organizing was Sucky... Oh and sorry to Qi Guang cause make him stay up until to late.. Hope didnt get you into trouble... And i pray that God will cure your sickness as fast as possible.. Bless You Qi Guang.. Scuh A nice friend...

Well evnthough so much of nice things happen but i just realise that haoppy things dont last long... Just could feel that nowadays i see my high school friends i see them going World apart.. they are like having a world of thier own... I mean during high school we are like one world even thought all those arguement but now i see the freindliness between all of us are like having a gap... The joy we share last time is like fading together with time.... I know people change as the go out to meet the world but i just cant imagine after so many years is just starting to fade..Probably you people don't notice but i can.... Probably in few years time we dont even meet each other anymore... This friendship is starting to fade, and i am scared that, that day will come... Hopefully it will never come.. But if that day really come i hope all the best for all you...

Just want to tell all my friends no matter where all of you are. i just want to tell you this

Do Not Walk Behind Me Because I May Not Lead. Do Not Walk In Front Of Me Because I May Not Follow. I just Want All Of You To Walk Beside Me And Be My Friends.

All The Best To All Of You,
Horizons

Punca-punca Sumbangan Wanita Tidak Diberi Perhatian Yang Sepatutnya

2005-11-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hi people... Sorry cause i did not write in an entry for long cause for the last whole week i was buzy with my assignment and also my presentation..So now i am here to write an entry la... Well a funny title for this entry rite..' Punca-punca Wanita Tidak Diberi Perhatian Yang Sepatutnya".. Strange why this time my title of this entry is in Malay???... For me to know for you to Found out..hahahah..

No la actually i joined the Pidota (Public Speaking) contest last Saturday. I will only know the result this coming Tuesday.. Hope i get in to the next round la.. But i thikn i screwed up my im prom to part.. The title of this entry is the ready with script part which take 7 minutues but the im prom to which is right after the ready with script part is a three minutes talk and i got the title 'Kepentingan Media Massa".. Well just hope i can go in to the Second round...

Oh yeah i got my result for my first semester.. I got 5 B and an A...Well i ok la.. but could have dome better.. But was disappointed that i got a B for my Mass Comunication Writting.. Hiah... But got an A for English la.. hahaha.... Got aa GPA of 3.1... Well before i end my entry i like to post up my pidato.. Show of la.. hahaha

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Selamat sejahtera saya ucapkan kepada para pengadil yang bijaksana serta para hadiran yang dihormati sekalian. Saya Loh Yoke Fai dan tajuk saya pada hari adalah, ‘Punca-punca sumbangan wanita tidak diberi perhatian yang sepatutnya’. Sebelum saya memulakan memberi isi-isi saya, saya hendak mengingatkan para hadiran bahawa saya pada hari ini bukanlah hendak menagung-agungkan kaum wanita atau juga merendahkan status kaum lelaki tetapi hanya hendak memberi informasi kepada para hadirin.

Para hadirin sekalian, pernahkah anda dengar nama-nama ini, Ratu Elizebeth 1, Cleopatra, Indira Gandhi atau Margaret Thatcher. Nama-nama ini patut pernah didengar oleh para hadirin, dan para hadirin pun tahu sumbangan-sumbangan mereka untuk negara-negara mereka yang tersendiri. Walaupun begitu, para hadirin pernahkah anda dengar nama-nama tersebut, Floerence Nightingle, Adik-beradik Trung, ataupun Maria Mitchell. Wnaita-wanita ini merupakan wanita yang telah memberi sumbangan yang banyak dalam bidang mereka tersendiri tetapi, hanya diketahui oleh segelintir masyarakat di dunia ini.

Apakah sebab-sebab sumbangan wanita-wanita ini tidak diberi perhatian yang sepatutnya? Adakah kerana sumbangan mereka tidak bernilai? Tidak. Punca-punca yang menyebabkan sumbangan mereka diberi perhatian dan kadang-kala pergiktirafan terhadap sumbangan mereka adalah disebabkan oleh empat punca.

Punca pertama adalah disebabkan oleh tradisi. Tradisi sejak berzaman-zaman telah meletakkan wanita jauh daripada status lelaki. Wanita tidak mempunyai status di banyak masyarakat pada zaman dahulu. Wanita tidak juga mempunyai kedudukan di dalam rumah. Lelaki merupakan ketua di rumah yang membuat segala keputusan dan wanita tidak memepunyai hak dalam keputusan yang telah dibuat oleh kaum lelaki. Sebagai contoh, masyarakat dahulu tidak akan mewaris harta pusaka kepada kaum wanita disebabkan mereka tidak diberi hak tersebut. Ini juga menjadi salah faktor kita tidak lihat banyak wanita sebagai ketua negara. Tradisi ini menyebabkan sumbangan wanita kepada masyarakat tidak diberi perhatian.

Punca kedua yang menyebabkan wanita tidak diberi perhatian yang sepatutnya juga berkaitan dengan punca pertama iaitu, pandagan sosial. Pandangan sosial juga memainkan peranan dalam punca sumbangan wanita tidak diberi perhatian yang sepatutnya. Masyarakat dari segala pelosok dunia mempunyai perpekstif bahawa wanita adalah lemah dan tidak dapat membuat apa-apa yang besar. Ini disebakan oleh punca pertama iaitu, tradisi, serta kepercayaan masing-masing. Walaupun kita sekarang mempunyai pendidikan yang tinggi dan sering berkata kami sangat bertamadun, tetapi masyarakat masih memandang wanita sebagai suri rumah dan tidak dilihat sebagai ketua. Mengapakah mereka tidak dilihat sebagai ketua? Ini juga disebabkan, kerana masyarakat melihat wanita sebagai seorang yang melakukan kerja mereka berdasarkan emosi mereka. Tetapi perpekstif ini adalah salah walaupun banyak orang melihat dalam persepsi ini. Terdapat banyak wanita telah menjadi ketua negara dan telah membawa negara mereka ke zaman kegemilangan. Confucious pernah berkata, seorang wanita yang memerintah adalah ibarat ayam betina yang cuba berkokok seperti ayam jantan pada waktu pagi. Ibarat ini adalah sangat salah. Terdapat beberapa wanita yang pernah memerintah dan telah membawa negaranya ke zaman kegemilanganya.

Antaranya adalah Maharaja Wu Zetian, ya memang betul, Maharaja Wu Zetian merupakan wanita pertama dan, hanya baginda sahaja pernah menjawat jawatan tertinggi di China ini. Salah seorang ketua negara yang berkaliber adalah Ratu Elizabeth 1. Kedua-dua wanita ini membawa negara mereka ke zaman kegemilangannya. Maharaja Wu Zetian memerintah pada zaman kegeminlangan China izitu Zaman Dinasti Tang dan masa baginda memerintah dinasti Tang berada di puncak kegemilangannya. Ratu Elizabeth 1 juga membawa negaranya ke zaman kegemilangan. Pada masa baginda mangkat, England berada di puncak kuasanya. Walaupun terdapat contoh-contoh wanita yang telah menunjukkan bahawa mereka boleh memerintah tetapi pandangan masyrakat masih tidak berubah.

Punca ketiga adalah disebabkan bidang yang dicenderungi oleh wanita dikuasai oleh lelaki. Ini menyebabkan sumbangan wanita dibayangi oleh sumbangan lelaki. Selain itu bidang-bidang seperti sains dikuasai oleh kaum lelaki memyebabkan wanita susah memyampaikan maklumat mereka kepada masyrakat. Contohnya, Florence Nightingle yang merupakan wanita pertama yang menumbuhkan sekoleh kejuruwatan secara profesional pada tahun 1860. Sebelum pembinaan sekolahnya, kejururawatan merupakan suatu kerja yang tidak berstatus tetapi dengan usahanya beliau telah menjadikan bidang kejururawatan sebai suatu perkerjaan profesional. Walaupun sumbanganya yang besar terhadap masyrakat tetapi berapa orang yang tahu apa yang telah dilalui serta sumbanganya. Hanya segelintir ornag shaja berbanding dengan Albert Einstien atau lelaki lain yang telah memberi sumbangan dalam bidang sains. Ini telah menyebabkan banyak daripada sumbangan wanita ini dibayangi oleh sumbangan lelaki

Punca keempat adalah disebabkan oleh binaan saintifik (anatomi) antara lelaki dan wanita. Secara saintifik wanita memang adalah lebih lemah daripada lelaki. Selain itu wanita adalah lebih emosi daripada lelaki. Ini memberi padangan negetif terhadap kaum wanita. Mereka tidak diberi perhatian yang sepenuhnya. Walaupun begitu, wanita lebih pandai menguruskan masa berbanding dengan lelaki. Contoh baik adalah ibu yang berkerja. Wanita ini memberi sumbangan kepada negara dan masyrakat dan pada masa yang sama mereka juga dapat menguruskan kerja sebagai suri rumah seperti menyediakan kerperluan anak-anaknya serta suaminya. Bebanding dnegan lelaki mereka lebih kepada kerjanya.

Banyak wanita telah menyumbangkan sumbangan mereka dalam pelbagai bidang hanya kami tidak memberi perhatian yang sepenuhnya. Kita patut lebih berpandangan terbuka tentang masalah ini. Saya hendak memberi contoh-contoh yang lebih banyak tentang wanita-wanita yang telah memberi sumbagan kepada masyrakat tetapi oleh sebab masa tidak mengizinkan saya tidak dapat berbuat demikian. Sebelum saya mengundur diri saya meminta maaf kepada sesiapa yang tesinggung oleh subjek ini. Saya mengakhiri tajuk saya dengan (quote) daripada Walt Whitman “ Sebuah negara yang unggul mempunyai wanita dan lelaki unggul”. Terima kasih.

Well this is the end of my pidato.. Give me a comment on what you think about it k... Love you guys.. And all those taking SPM all the best yeah.. God bless... Again Love you guys...

Signing of,
Horizons.

Assignment... Assignment... Arghhh....

2005-11-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hi people... How are all of you??? Must be very mad of me cause I didn't update my blog rite..Sorry la.. Cause damm lotsa of assignment to do la.. Got six assignment in hand and I am dying by the weight of the assignment... Die a not.. hahaha.. But is fun la... Doing the assignments... Thanks to Jo Anne who keep pushing me or not I will never do my assignment.. Thanks JO... hahaha...

Well wait a minute... I forgot to do something......

Happy Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Hope every one is having a great time during the festive season..

Well I have not yet really tell you how is my new semester in my college rite.. Well let me spill some juices about it.. Well semester two in TARC is really fun beside the assignment (actually I like doing it). I am currently taking 6 subjects..

Bahasa Malaysia Komunikasi 2
English For Communication
An Introduction To Art
Management Studies
Computer Studies
Public speaking

6 subjects again... That's a lot... But this semester is mostly based on assignments and presentations.. This semester I do have many fun lecturers.. Funny peoples who are good at their academic area... They are all great lecturers... Get to learn much from them.. Management studies is great as my lecturer gave a lot of real life incidents as example.. Public Speaking lecturer gave lot of her experience as example... You can't help by just wanting to hear her stories but she is very particular about punctuality and appearance.. Means no slippers and stuff.. But is fun in college... And I suppose to do a talk about myself next Friday and I have not write out my draft.. I AM DEAD....

But after all I still miss high school life which is not so complicated... Miss all the jokes and laughter then... Was scanning through my friendster testimonial yesterday and I so many who say I nice, happy-go lucky, kind, yadda yadda... Lotsa of stuff.. So nice of them but am I really so kind and understanding ah.. I really haven't hurt your feelings before meh... You people make me seem to be a 'Perfect' person... Even some my college friends says that... Hahaha.. BETUL KAH???

Neway I will write more soon...

To those who is taking SAM... Especially Hon Wai, June Lee, Qi Guang, Ai Ling, Sharon and others..
Good Luck in your FINALS...
All the BEst K...

Well signing off,
Horizons

I Pass My Semester Exam... Yeah !!!!!!

2005-10-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

A TRIBUTE TO A GREAT WOMEN
AS TODAY, 7.55 A.M, 20 OCTOBER 2005, THE NATION HAS LOSS A GREAT WOMAN. SHE IS NON OTHER THEN OUR BELOVED FIRST LADY DATIN SRI ENDON MAHMOOD. SHE HAS DONE MUCH FOR OUR NATION. SHE CARED FOR THE POOR, GAVE HOPE TO CHILDREN AND GAVE STRENGTH TO THOSE WHO LOSS HOPE I WOULD LIKE TO EXPRESS MY DEEPEST CONDOLENCE TO OUR PRIME MINISTER AND HIS FAMILY. THIS HAS BEEN A LOSS TO OUT NATION.
O HEAVENLY FATHER, YOU ARE THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, I PRAY TO YOU THAT YOU WILL BLESS THE SOUL OF OUR FIRST LADY, DATIN SERI ENDON MAHMOOD, MAY SHE HAS EVERLASTING LIFE, I PRAY TO YOU TOO MY HEAVENLY FATHER, THAT YOU WILL COMFORT OUR PRIME MINISTER AND HIS FAMILY FROM THE LOSS OF A BELOVED WIFE AND MOTHER. HEAVENLY FATHER, GIVE STRENGTH TO OUR PRIME MINISTER, SO THAT HE WILL HAVE THE STRENGTH TO CONTINUE TO LEAD OUR NATION. THE NATION MOURNS. I HOPE YOU O HEAVENLY FATHER WILL ANSWER OUR PRAYER. AMEN.

Well is a solemn day today as I nation loss a wonderful woman... But anyway Life and Death is in the hands of God... So how is everyone? I bet everyone is in Good shape. Well is been my second week in college already and I have tons of assignments. Mostly on presentations la... Well I hope I can pass this semester.. Oo.... The good news.. I have pass my last semester exam liao... So happy... Thought I will fail my Computer System and Accounts exam cos I didnt study at all... Thank God... I shall repent.. Well nothing much I have been doing expect sleeping.... Haahha... Seems like nowadays life seems so boring.. Nothing interesting is happening around me... God I need inspiration to write my blog... I need to spice up my life.. Even the comments are getting less... Where is everyone... I just meet you three weeks ago at the party and you all are gone.... Sniff...hahaha... Neway today will be another short entry as I need to find my assignments stuff... So Bye

Signing of,

Bear, Panda Bro, Horizons @ Fei Fei

Back To College!!!! Sad with Happy Feelings....

2005-10-12T08:32:00.000+08:00

Ohio gozamasu!!! Ogenki Desu ka?.. Hahaha.... How are you people?.. Is been another week since my last post.. Sorry!!! Well I'm this entry from the college lab as today I'm early in college... My class starts at 10 A.M and I'm here so early at eight..hahaha.... Well as collge starts the boringness at home is gone but God i don't know why is aslo boring coming to college... Probably is because of the long ride of the LRT from PJ to my College.. Bad things this Semester is i have four days of classes which starts at eight... God how early i must wake up... But those four days i get to go home at either twelve or one... So luckily.. means i get to catch a lot of shows yeah.....

Nothing to update in my collge life as today is only my third day of college.. Nothing 'interesting, happened yet... Well last Saturday I had a Reunion cum Gathering cum Birthday party for me high school friends.. Is been a long time since i met them and so coincindence is June Lee and Qi Guang birthday so we had the Trinity Gathering..hahahaha... Is was very fun but is a shame quite a number couldn't make it... Sharon, Yoong, Ai Yee, Samuel, Chay Lynn, Hui Vern, Hui Kim, Chee Mun and a few more could not make it... So miss you poeple la... Well funny thing is Soon Seng brought his friend from school.. Girl la Duh!!... Nice gal... Dunno what he is thinking la... But whatever is he decide is up to him la... We support you.... After the party we went to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng to chit chat... Is been aslo very long since we did that... How i miss thoose endless stress free days of high school.... Sunday went to OU with my sis and cousin to but a present for my dad and aunt for thier birthday.. Later went to watch SKY HIGH... yeah a last watch the movie... so happy... very nice oh... i mean is your typical Disney movie but it ws intersting... The school is damm 'Ying' man...

These days have been watching too much love stories especially during the holidays... First of all watch Full House dah pun cukup la... Fell in love with the romance of The main actor and actress in the show... The romance between them is like so cute... they despise each other at the begining and later they felt in love with each other without knowing it... And when they found out they love each other things started to happen and they couldnt be togehter... Until the end only the get together.. Alah i know la.. So normal rite..but is was so romantic.. and funny at the same time... You know when you see a couple together very happy you can feel the ramance of them..hahaha...

Secong love series i saw was Sailormoon Live Action.. Not really a love story but there is a bit of romance between Usagi and Momoru... Stop Laughing ok.. I know i childish watching Sailormoon... But i love that story so much... I still remember that i love Sailormoon cartoon when i was in primary school... is damm nice watching especially the music.. After watching this series felt in love with the romance between Usagi(sailormoon) and Momoru( Tuxedo MAsk).. So ramantic where they can sacrfice their life for the happiness of the other... Where can you find people like this in this world.. Damm little... Even I cant really do that.. But is was so nice... And i Love Sailor Mars... Cute girl.. Alwiz a Mars fan... and in the how Sailor Mecury also damm pretty... If you have seen this show Sailor Mecury is the type of girl i have been looking for... So you got any friends who are like that introduce to me you know... Long Hair, Nice, Not to quiet nor to noisy, smart and understanding..Well i will futher my explanation of Why i Love Sailormoon in another entry..hahaha Joking la....

Neway need to go... I think you poeple must be damm bored hering about love in my blog liao... I nothing to write lioa... Okla.. time for classes I write soon.. Ciaoz

Sayonara
Horizons @ Bear Bear @ Bro Panda

I Bake Cookies...Hahaha

2005-10-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone... God i been again lazy blogging again..hahaha.. well is been another boring week until... Until.... Until....... What??? What?? what la??/ Tell a not??? Wanna kena wack ah.. hahahahah i siao liao... Until Amanda ask me to go Redbox on Wednesday.. hahaha...With us also was Ji Lin too... So tiga olang gila pegi nyani la... OMG Amanda and Ji Lin has such a nice voice especially Amanda... God she got a beautiful voice.. She should join Astro Talent Quest.. Hahaha.. Me ah... Sure sux one la.... But Amanda and Ji Lin said i have a Nice voice too especially singing love song (Blush Blush)..hehehe.. ceh wah... Oh i also bake cookies on Monday... Oat biscuits.. Shall be atempting Pineapple tarts tommorow.. Wish me luck... Allah dunno what to write i shall wirte another day la...

Bye

Drama.. Love And The Real Me

2005-09-23T09:34:00.000+08:00

Hi people... Wow.. It's been a week since my hols start.. Really getting damm bored... i even been yo One Utama for twice time liao... Damm crazzy rite.. Gosh!!! Frist day was because i follow my aunt for the J-Card members stuff la... Damm lotsa of people la.. But i was in MPH mearly the whole day.. From 10.00 a.m. to 4.30 p.m. .. Funny rite... Those people there must be thinking what the hell this guy is doing here and not buying anything.. hahaha.. Read the Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons again... God.. Net day which is yesterday la.. Went to make my MyKad .. At last i decided to renew my Identification Card..hahaha... Sure my picture look ugly... Normal la... even the IC i'm holding now sux la.. Mushroom head... hahahaha..... After that when to OU again with my cousin and aunty... again spend my time at MPH... hahahaha...Funny rite... Well that is what i have be doing the past few days... So bored la... Everyone is so buzy with thier examnination also.. So bored...ahhhh....

Well this three days i have been following up a Korean show... OMG is Ji Lin read my blog she'll belaughing her brains out..hahaha.. I been watching sixtenn disc of Full House finnish in three days .... Carzy rite.. Just finish wastching the last disc just now... While i typing this entry too i am hearing the OST of Full House... The movie was so nice...Haven't been watching such a cute romance story for a very long time already.... Funny rite... Me watching love story.. Futhermore is Korean Love story... Gosh.. I think you people must be laughing out loud now.. hahaha.. But the story was so nice.. I felt so touch watching the movie.. Well how to say it... The love between the main actor and the main actress was so innocent and is so pure... They both didnt know the actuaaly fell in love with each other and the main actor was so egostic..He didnt dare to express his love to the main actress... That make the love between thm so cute... How i wish sometime my LIfe could be like this show. HAhaha... Sound like i'm so desperate for LOVE rite... Hahaha... No la... Actually this is not the first time i ever felt this way... It has been such a long time since a have that feeling but while waching this movie it emerge back out from it's hiding place... Hahaha.... but honestly i really wish i have a very diffrent love story from other poeple... I actually hope that my LOVE LIFE could be something very special like those you see in movies.. For me something like the movie Full House is ok la.. Something unique.. Hahaha.. But not like the movie alwiz fight la... HAhaha... Just want something diffrent...I'm wierd rite... hahaha... Oh and the from the movie i found my some sort dream house la... So beautiful... Simple and nice but the most important of all is just beside the beach... So nice... Where you can seee the beautiful sunset or sunrise with your love one, or just lie down at the beach looking up at the heavenly stars... So romantic la... hahaha

TAlking about romance.. Well lotsa of poeple ask me the question.. Do I Like any girls a not... My answer is Alwiz NO... Say i' looking for the RIGHT ONE... A lot of people doubted my answers.. especially those who know me for so long already.. I think some of you must be thinking I'm gay rite... hahahaha... It's ok la.. .. Actually the real reason why i had never like a girl before (like as for a GF la) is because is i dont fall in Love easily... Is very funny... I tried to fall in love before.. but the feeling wasnt there... Actually when i tried it because i felt lonely... I wanted to shre something with someone special... So i tried loving someone.. But i couldnt.. Eventhough i tried i couldnt love someone cos i felt bad... The feeling was wrong.. Most of the time when i thought i am in love the feeling is worng.. Most of the time is because my frens are attached and i felt lonely... So it is like i am finding a 'water bag' to hold on... Thats why i felt happy when my first crush said no.. Because the feeling was worng.. There was no love in it..(i only realised later)... I was lonliness all the time.. Not the wanting of love more like a finding for someone to fill my lonliness while my frens are with thier other half or buzy with ohter things.. hahaha.. I am really wierd... I may seem very happy-go-lucky from the outside but actually i can be emotional at times... But is ok.. Life is complicated so is the feeling of love... Hahaha... But dont get me wrong... I never take love for granted.. I take it seriously.. I never wnat my love one to be hurt...I know i am not making sense again... I alwiz dont make sense when i am a bit confused..hahaha.. Well i OK.. Just want to write something la... So dont worry la ok.. I;m ok.. scared after all of you come msg me again thinking i gone mad..hahaha..Neway be writing again soon...

To all those people who are having thier exams, SAM, Form Six and A-LEvels too i wish you all the best.. Dont get stress up ok... See you poeple soon.... AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!!

Bye, Angyonghi Kaseyo,
Horizons, Bear Bear, Bro Panda

Back Again.. Soli Soli

2005-09-20T15:11:00.000+08:00

Ok people.. I know i didnt blog for so many week liao... So sorry... was buzy with exams anf i also fall sick la.. So didnt go online lo... So how are you people.. I know most of you are having exams now.. I wish all of you Good Luck.. ok

So what have been happening this few weeks since i didt blog... Well let see when shall we start la... hahaha. 2 September. i went for the 98.8 F.M Chinese Music Awards in Putra Stadium... Saw lots and Lotsa of Singers but most of all i got to see Lee Hom... OMG.. he was so handsome... DAmm cute la... HAhaha... Saw Nicholas Tse also.. He was also damm Cute.. Saw Twins, Joey, Hacken Lee, Jj and many more.... DAmm Nice... Scream my heart out for Lee Hom... hahaha.... Damm fun...

First week of September (terrible week)
Fisrt of all i got sick at the wrong time... Got fever.. so sad.. 39 C ah... so high you know... And second of all i was having my first exam... Haih... So sad.. Probabaly need to resit a few subjects... Nut it was nice to know all my caring college frens.. They were all so nice.. They help me in anyway they can.. Jacq said a prayer for me.. Amanda fetch me home... Ahh so lucky to have nice frens around.. the nicest thing is i got a little thin and everyone was so worried.. All my classmate were like... "Bear Bear what happen to you.. Why you so thin... Kenot.. You berisi only cute la"... So nice of them.. Love you people.. hahaha..

Second week of September
Exam over on Wednesday.. So happy... Went with my cousin to KLCC to watch a movie... Damm stupid show we watch.. Shark Boy and Lava Girl... A really stupid movie la... dun go watch... Felt so sad wasting my money..hahaha... Friday went back to Samad to meet my teachers.. So nice to see all of them.. Chatted with the whole lot of them.. So miss Samad life.. All the sweet memories i had there are so memorable.. They are like treasure to me... Later waited for Soon Seng until he finnish his classes and we hang around the school... bloody guy la...Not yet even see his GF he broke up aledi.. haih... Nevermind la.. If not ready dun go to a relationship that fast la.. hahaha...See like me.. Still single.. hahahha...What to do.. takde Siapa Mahu Saya.. Haih.. Fate la.... Well but nice things is at last Soon Seng fetch me back home liao.. At last he drove me back... hahahaha.. My new driver now... So nice to have frens who can drive cos they can fetch me anywhere... So love you guys/.... Muaks.. hahahahha

Well that had bee my last two weeks... So bored rite... Now i having holidays and the rest of the world is having exams... So cham.. I going to be bored to death... Hahaha.. So poeple dun be surprise if you see me on the newspaper and saw the headline " Teenager Die of Boredness"... Hahaha... And if you see my picture there then you know la... hahahaha....

Well hey is still owe you people my photos during my dance rite.. and introduce you to my college frens la... so this are the pics..

Me and the first fren i knew in College.. Jacq... Izzint she Pretty.. She my Daughter in Law..hahaha... Dun get me wrong ok..hahah

Bro Scout from Penang, George, Me And Amanda

Ji Lin, Me, Amanda and Khar Yee

Front Row: June, Christine, Amanda
Second Row: Khar Yee, Ji Lin, Me, Kat
Far Behind: My Son, Zi Kai( hahaha)
All posing like poser only

First Row : June, Christine, Amanda
Second Row: Victoria, Ji Lin, Khar Yee
Beside the tree form left: Goh and me
Acting Bollywood style

So poeple this are my college frens... next time i upload more pics la... I wanna get a digi camera la.. so i can take more pics la.. Hiah.. so Christmas you know what i want la.. hahahaha... Perasan saja..

Okla up to here la.. i blog ASAP..i need to bathe now..i smell la.. hahaha.. Love you lots.. Bye

Horizons, Bear Bear and Yoke FAI....

My Greatest Treasure

2005-08-30T08:48:00.000+08:00

Hei people, How was your week? I hope it was great... Hahaha... So its been another long week. I suppose to post this entry yesterday but was distracted by the movie Taekugi ( I think is spell that way).. It was such a touching movie... Well if you have not see this movie before go watch it.. It is so touching.. Should go watch it... So i have been doing much things during the weekends.. Dun ask sbout my weekdays.. It's boring..hahaha...

Saturday 27/8/05
Thought i could wake up late that day cos i only have class at 10.00 a.m. but my dear sister need to go to work at 9.00 a.m. so i need to wake up at 7.00 a.m. just to fetch my sister to work... Snniff... Had a heavy breakfast and after that my dad fetched my sister to her working place which is in Bangsar... Reah the Lrt station aroud like 8.30 and reach my college around 9.30.. Went for Econs class.. A bit blur in class.... So decided not to hear anything and chat with Jacq..hahaha.... Bad influence la we both.. Hehehe... Den when for Accounts tutorial.. Lagi blur... Boing some stuff.. But thanks to Ji Lin everything became crystal clear ( I think) in accounts... so after class, didnt know where i should go cos at 5.00p.m. i was suppose to go to Church for Jolene confirmation ceromony...
So i decided to go to KLCC... Yeah.. Stupid place.. everything so expensive... So for 3 hours i was there at the bookstore looking for nice book to read.. Unfortunately.. there were a lot of books but i just dont have the cash... But that day was my lucky day cos i didnt expect to see JEFF THIMSON from 98 DEGREES.. he was having an autograph session in Tower Records.. I saw him up close... Boy was he charming... But too bad couldnt get a picture of him cos i have no camera but got to record his singing LIVE with my MP3 player... Around 4.30 i left for church and reach there around 5.20 p.m.... Just in time for Novena prayers... 6.30 sunset mass started.. And i was suppose to be the camera man for Jo Anne.. Haih... Hope the movie i took is nice... Well meet a lot of poeple in church that day.. I saw Jason Thomas, Adrian, Jason Henry,some Samad people but i dun know thier names... And some of my Grand Aunt friends... Hahaha.. mass ended nearly at nine.. so decided to go home by taxi... Cost muah RM 12.10... But it was cheaper then taking LRT.. Reach home had dinner then go online then sleep...

Sunday 28/08/05
So Sunday... woke up at 8.30a.m. Early rite.. cos i need to teach my cousin Maths... Muahahaha... See i teaching ok.. My Maths not to bad la.. hehehe... Then my sister being so nice fetch me all the way to Mid Valley to meet up with Ru Ying before she leave for South Korea... So met up with Ru Ying, Hui Vern, Kah Yin and Roberta...( again i'm the torn among the roses)... Hahaha.. Ai Ling couldnt come cos she got some problem lo.. Adrian need to work so he can't come too... But i did have a nice time with Ru Ying.. hehehe... Chated a lots stuff... Well one question the asked makes me think... the question was " what is the best thing in a relationshp?"... Me, Hui Vern And Ru ying agree saying that Being in a relationship the best part is that every morning you wake up you know there is someone missing you... What do you think... So after that we went for a movie... watched the Island... Very nice movie.. Should watch... Watch till five. then Ruying, Hui VErn and Kah Yin went home.. Leaving Roerta and me sin Mid Valley chatting till six before we leave for home... Reach home had dinner adn do the usual stuff before going to bed....

Well the real reason i want to pos today wa beacuse i wrote a journal title 'My Greatest Treasure, got an 8 out of 10.. Was quite happy but more happy because i couldnt belive i wrote something so deep... So give your comment on my writing....

"My greatest Treasure I own are not golds nor pearls, not even the watch i always wear. For me the greatest treasure i have is the simplest gift gave by God, Love. to love and to be love is such a treasure that even the most expensive diamond cannot compared to the miracles that love can do. To love your fanily and friends and even your enemies will bring you to much more treasures. You learn to be caring, kind, forgiving and also respect. With all this little treasure form the simplist treasure, love, you will reach the ultimate treasure which is peacefulness. Love have brought me much happiness and joy to my life. Withiur Love, life would be dull, the Earth will loose her colours. Love is a special treasure and i treasure it very much. My greatest treasure, Love."...

That was my journal.. So what is yoy greatest treasure...

Well i have been long winded again.. But need to go to class... 10 more minutes before it starts.. So people.. see ya..

Love.. Horizons@_@

Free At Last

2005-08-22T15:02:00.000+08:00

HI People... Hehehe.. I'm back at last i'm free from my co-curiculam activities.. hehehehe... So happy... But still sad.. Ok been doing many meaningful things this weekend..

Saturday was a day it really change my day... At first when to college at like 8.30.. So crazy..hate Saturday classes.. Sniff.. Futhermore i have to bring all my dancing stuff.. macam balik kampung saja.. Alah.. In the LRt so hard to stand while carrying all those stuff... Reach school go for classes and at eleven classes END...so happy..When for lunch with my friends.. Around twelve we started to change.. feel so fat when cahnge to my sleeveless t-shirt... Today we had our rehersal for Sunday's competition. So malas to go for the rehersal.. Stupid.. But thank God the PA System has some problem so we get to leave early.. So at three thirty we went back home nut i need to stay back to have a last practise with my teammates...Practise till it was four then i decided to go to church..I know strange rite. ME..Muah going to church when it is not Good Friday or Christmas rite.. But i did went.. Reach SFX(Saint Francis Xaviar) Church around 5.45p.m. Went for Novena Prayers.. Felt so alien there cos dunno anything abiut the prayers and my parents will only reach at 6.30 p.m. So pray and waited la.. Six thirty Life Teen mass started... Was so fun better then normal masses as the songs was so lifely.. Father Simon was the giving the surmons that evening. OMG Father Simon voice was so good... He really can sing.. Hahaha... Was feeling vwery happy when i leave the church cos it was fun.. Shound be going this Saturday again for my friends sister Confirmation...

Sunday- The Day
Today was the dancing competition day and the day that i will get my two credit hours for my co-curiculam.. Was so nervous as my group was Group 7.. Good i was so nervous... HAhaha.. Why was I... Cos we only have one minutue to change from our coconut costume to our rock and roll costume.. So scared we dont have time.. When we started to dance i was still nervous but having fun... A lot of them was cheering for us.. Changing time.. One minitue... Was changing so fast.. thank God again we got to change in time.. So LETS ROCK AND ROLL BABY.. hahaha.. Everyone was cheering for out team.. I think pur rock and roll was very different and sexy..hahaha.. But unfortunatly we lost the competittion. We were very disappointed as we thought we will get in the Top 10.. many poeple we dont know also thought we was going to win cos OUR GROUP DID GREAT..hahaha. Well every competition somebody got to win somebody gotta loose...NVM.. but while waiting for the end of the event.. Me and some of my frinds went to rest and were chatting all the way while taking pictures.. I will load it up soon as i'm waiting fo my friends to send it to me.. hehehehe...

Well that's all for now la.. Gotta go for classes soon... See ya..*Hugs*

Love: Horizons, Bear Bear, Panda Bro

Feeling Like Blogging.. Hehehehe

2005-08-18T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hi people.. see i do blog nowadays.. so please dont say i dont blog k... hahaha... Neway what there to say.. Aduhai... This Saturday and Sunday got dancing competition to redeem my two credit hours.. Been practising hard.. Aduhai until hurt my knee.. Dun ask how..i fell so dumd after doing it until my jeans got torn a little... Well hope at least can get to ten this Sunday la...hehehe... Neway today was so fun... Suppose to have Computer test but lecturer sick so postpone... So this means i got more time to study...Yeah.. i really need to pass this Semester.. Later i had my dance practice... At first it was tiring until Amelia came along.. That when the party started..We out on Britney song (the song which she sang with Madonna, it was a remix la) so we started dancing Bhargara( the Sinkh dance)funny rite.. and then we change to clubbing style.. It was me, Amelia, Kumu dancing at first.. Then June came along and it became hotter.. we dance like nobody bussiness.. hahahah.. The this guy.. ( OMG i like his smile, got such a cute dimple... i'm not gay OK)... George whom is Amelia dance leader join in...WOW it was damm fun.. Crazzy kau kau... Must do this more often.. hahahaha...Oh Yeah and i found out that George is a BROTHER SCOUT.. so long havent meet a brother or sister scout... very happy

Well lets see tommorow got practice so again must play again la..hahaha.. very fun la....

So lets see.. I want to wish eveyone a HAPPY HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL.. remember those who left us ok..The remember us...hahahaha

One more shout out is to Soon Seng GF.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY... (lame rite..dunno her also wish)... today i very gila so this entry also very gila.. i dunno what am i writing also.. If it does not make sense forgive me...

Signing of... Bear Bear@Fei Fei@Horizons@Panda Bro...

I Nearly Didn't Get To Say I LOVE YOU

2005-08-15T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hi people... How is everyone? Hope you people didn't get sick from the haze... It was very bad haze... My eyes was so dry and was breathing quite difficult on Thursday which is the worst day the haze struck Malaysia... Thank God I reach safely home and didn't fainted half way at Masjid Jamek LRT station... Phew...

Ok the title of this blog may be quite deceiving... Sounds like I'm in Love rite..(Sigh.. How I wish...hahaha) Actually is NO.. eventhough I have heard some good news from my friends that they are attached... hahah... Well the title is actually meant for all of you reading this blog....What if I didn't get to say I LOVE YOU??

Well why did I write something like this again? God Chee Mun must be saying another sad entry.. But this is a must and I afraid I'll shall REGRET if I did not say this to all of you...This is the story why I wanted to post this entry into my blog...

Here goes... It was nearly six something and my family which include me dad, me mom, me sis, me maid and me father friend 9 year old son (also know as my little bro) was on the way to Puchong to My Little Bro parents place for dinner... So we left the house and m sister was the driver... On the way we stop by the petrol station and pump so petrol... Wait wait..Talk to my little bro... After pumping the petrol Finnish my sister drove of the petrol station... No more then 300 m after leaving the petrol station.. Horror struck...

A small van those like people use to sell food kind skidded on the other side of the road. As it skidded it hit the divider of the road.. And it overturn to our side of the road.. Luckily my sister was calm enough to speed up the car or not the van will land directly on top of our car... I saw is so clearly.. It was around 10 inches away from our car... And if my sister was not calm enough I will not be here today to write this blog.. I could have been in hospital with heavy injury or I could have died and not knowing the reason why... It was so scary.. The van was damaged terribly.. The front part was like quite smash up... I THANK GOD for saving our life.. Saint Anthony must been protecting us on the way... Thank God... Even my maid said 'AHAMDULIALAH'...

So now you know why I wanted to post up this entry... On the way to Puchong after the near fatal accident I thought about many things.. But the main thing was what if I Never get to say I really LOVE AND CARE all of you...

So today I want to tell all of you including my parents, sister and family members that I REALLY LOVE AND CARE for you.. eventhough I may not show it but deep down in my heart I LOVE all of you..

I was so scared that I never get to speak to all of you again or not able to say I LOVE You... What if I couldn't say it.. What if I couldn't see you all for the last time.. Those question was running on my mind..

To all my friends I really care for you all.. Eventhough I not serious all the time but deep down in my heart I LOVE all of you all... I may have neglected much of you all feelings but I really CAre for you feelings...

Thanks you June Lee and JAcq for lending your ears to hear my problems.. I feel much better now..Thank you for caring.. It means a lot to me.. To Hon Wai and Soon Seng thank you for caring I feel so secure and happy that you people care for me.. I'm like a kid. I Know... But I thank all of you all... I LOVE you people... To all my friends to I LOVE all of you more.. I will learn to appreciate you all more... This near fatal accident thought me much... And I will never fear to show how much I LOVE you people....

Thank you GOD for giving me such a lovely family, friends that care for me and thank you GOD for saving my life to know about LOVE... Thank you..

The song in my blog by Kelly Clarkson, Before Your Love is dedicated to all of you.. I LOVE YOU...

Love, Jonathan

Prayers

2005-08-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hi people... Here am I to blog again... It has been a new week any many things have just happen in just two days... Happiness and sadness... But before I start telling you all those sadness and happiness I just remember that I wanted to put in at my last blog....

Here goes... Well I've been going around people blog and I read one of my ex-senior blog and I felt so envy...Why..It is because they got to go on holiday in Europe and the picture post on his blog was so nice... Make me think back of the trip to Belgium I did not get to go... I alwiz wanted to go over sea and see what it is like there but I think I only get the chance when I work and earn my own money... Sadly even this year I get to go Japan... Japan... So wanted to go but it just seems Fate does not allowed it so I feel quite sad...

Well know for the main topic.. As you have see my title is called Prayers... Seems like nowadays I've been a bit more spiritual... When in need of help I alwiz ask God for guidance and faith.... So this two days I receive much news from friends which make me quite like very worried and unhappy... First of all I feel sad cos Hon Wai couldnt decide what course he wants to go into and he looks Frustrated ... And that makes me sad... Secondly Jo Anne had got her knee cap dislocated... This makes me more even sad as she will not be able to dance this Saturday..And she is feeling sad... Next is one of my friend just broke up with her girlfriend and that makes me sad... He sounds unhappy and I just couldnt do anything to help... Another of my friend was in depression the other day and she sended me a SMS telling me she was depress over something and I felt worried for her... So far I only receive a happy news which is a good friend of mine just got a new g/f and I so happy for him.... so this are all more sadness and happiness so I would like to use this blog for a prayer

Dear Heavenly Father,
We asked for you forgiveness,
May You the Almighty help us when we are in need,
Give us Light in Darkness,
Guide us O' Lord.

Many of my friends seems to be in need of help.
I pray for them that you may O Mighty Father that you may help them.
First of all I like to pray for Hon Wai.
O God please help him
Guide him O Lord that he may choose the correct path in his studies.
Release him from his dilemma.
May you, God guide him.

I again pray for Jo Anne that she may have a speedy recovery.
May you O Lord and Virgin Mary, Blessed her and give her the strength,
Bring miracles to her,
Show her that she is not alone.
O Lord gave her faith in the operation and blessed the doctors too,
Please give her the strength not only to her but her family members too.

To my friend that just broke up with her Girlfriend.
O Lord show him the Love you given him.
Take him away from his suffering
Give him the faith in Love.
He said he lost his faith in prayers but I pray O Lord that you will not abandon him.
I pray for him that he may recover from his heartbroken

To another friend who was in depression.
Please O God that you lift up her spirit.
Guide her and show her the love that everyone has given her.
Take her suffering away from her so she may concentrate on her studies.
I pray for her.

To Jacq, I pray for her as now she has found new faith in you O Lord.
Help her to know you and protect her from evil.
lift up her strength O Lord
Lift up her spirit.

To Ruying, O Lord I pray to you that you may blessed her with knowledge
may you protect her on her way to Korea for her studies.
Give her strenght and faith.

To my friend who just got a Girlfriend.
I pray to you O Lord and thank you O Lord that you have given him new Hope.
O Lord blessed him and guide him on his doing
Do not let him neglect his studies
O Lord I Pray

To all my friends that I did not mention
O Lord I pray to you,
Blessed them and guide them.
Do not bring them suffering but bring them Joy
O Lord Blessed them.

In Jesus name we pray.. Amen

I not sure is this a good prayer but I hope that this prayer will reached God.. May God blessed all of you... Please leave a comment and pray for them people... My next prayers will be at my friendster blog... So please visit there next time... I hope all of you well and God Blessed...

Signing of,
Jonathan

I Need A Break

2005-08-07T18:05:00.000+08:00

Hi people... It's been to long since i last posted an ebtry on my blog... So sorry... Many people had complain and ask me why i post entry so slow one... hahaha... Sorry le... Me nowadays so much assignment and so buzy... Got time also one to play Neopets.. Hahaha.. sorry la.. i know i childish but can play share market ma... so sad la my share went down... Must really study my Economics liao... God why i alwiz feel sleepy in Econs class...hahaha

Neway many things had happened since my last post... I think it was two weeks ago... After Soon Sengs birthday... Actually now thinking back nothing really happen la... accept COURSEWORK, COURSEWORK, ASSIGNMENT and ASSIGNMENT..Damm boring rite.. Futhermore going to have my Contemporary Dance exam next week... Goog Lord... Now i hear that stupid COCONUT song everywhere at the college... Arghh... going Siao liao... hahahaha....

Is August now and i got only one more month before my First semester final... Hope i can pass la... I need a 4.000 CGPA only i can get a scholarship to UTAR but i dont think i get too.. If can get at least a 3.000 CGPA i also damm happy la... Hope i make it..hehehe

Joined choir but didn't make it to the school team... most probably was quaking all the way through the audition... Neway nvm lo... Still they are many chances... hahaha... Yesterday went to my grand uncle birthday bash.. was quite ok la.. Family gathring only ma.. wat to expect... hahaha.. Drank a wee bit of wine but drank 3 can of shandy la... Not bad aledi la... not much of a drinker... so sad... even ,my cousin can drink so much more better then me....

Actually wanted to write lots of stuff but just forgotten liao... Neway i will be more hardworking in updating my blog... Hope you wont get bored... So people God bless.... See ya soon

Signing of,
Jonathan... Horizons

At Long Last

2005-07-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

Hi...How is everyone... Hope you're fine... I' hope i'm fine too... hahaha... Well i'ts been a long time i've been not blogging properly... i mean didnt write much..So today i going to write long... hahaha...probably not...

Well is been another week just gone and i just realised i am one and a half months from my semester final and i'm so not ready... How will i ever survive... Arghh!!!! Well but let that wait first... At long last i got to see my high school mates.. Well i'm so happy... i think the last gathering was like one to two moths ago... Times flies very fast...Well it all started last Friday... Well college was such a drag... I have Malay (yes i do have malay language studies... Sad rite)..and my class was having presentation.. It was quite boring... And later i have accounts lecture... Damm that lecturer... Well she is young and pretty... but..alwiz a but... she like alwiz having PMS... what la... so moody...luckily my tutor is so nice.. After Accounts was Computer Systems lecture... Also damm boring.. Was not really paying attention lo... One freaking long hour pass so slowly and i was free...hahaha... went back with Mun Mun, Kai Kai ( yes Zi Kai you're now officially called Kai Kai... hahaha) and Yin Yin back home... was Yackking all the way to Taman Paramount station..Chee Mun fetch me home and i took a quick shower and it was shoping time... Yeah... Hon Wai fetch me and June to MV to get present.

Reach there actually decided to see movie but later cancel as we can;t decide what to watch.. so later Hon Wai, Guang and June went to TopShop... As i didnt bring my college ID so i cant go in..they were having some special sale... So while they were inside i went around MV to find something suitable for him which is within our budget...What to do all of us was so poor.... Actually now i feel more bad cos what they did for my birthday was too much... I couldnt repay them..It was actually a joint birthday with Roberta la... But what they done for me is soo much..and i really Thank You all.... well after the trios finnish shopping with Hon Wai and Qi Guang Buying a wallet each we went to have dinner... Japanese Food...Yeah baby yeah... Hahaha.. We went to KiKu Zakura... i thought it will be super expensive but when i saw the menu i was like... Stunned... Tempura Bento was like twenty ringgit... I nearly jumped with joy... It was not that expensive at all... So dinner was serve and i really had a excellent dinner... We then went to I Need You house to get something for Soon Seng... We were scanning trough and they acttually wanted to get a boxer with comdom inside and i protested as i did not know what the other think so i thought of getting him a card with a condom inside... Well i think they didnt agree with my thinking... So.... Hmm... Later we went to Tropicana Life to get him a wallet... I think June did mention that we did bought him a wallet during Form 3 and i think i was not paying attention... So i think they too was not happy with my decission... Well its me... alwiz doing the wrong thing... After the running around to get SS present we move on th Samad school as my EX-juniors were there preparing for the campfire but we didnt visit them as Hon Wai, Soon Seng, Roberta and me went to K.T.Z for supper... eat again...haih... Fat la me... but food is just.... Arhh...cant describe it ..... We chatted for a while to eleven and i need to go home as i have class the following day....Reach home...sleeppp

Next day... Saturday..arghh...need to wake up a six just because i need to go to college... Chee Mun picked me up from my granny.. and i reach college at 8 in the morning... How early... so went to the computer lab and played Neopets... And later at nine went for Mass Comm Writing subject... Pn.Khairana was then making jokes around... So lucky or not i will be Zzzzzzz ing in classes... 10 to 11... dreadful hour... Econs class... so boring... Half the lecture only turn up.... that one hour was probably the longest hour i have ever felt... haahhaha.. Waited to twelve to go home with Chee Mun and My Coz Nikita Low Kah Yin... Wen to SS2 and have lunch in a place called Honey Bee...if you drop by the place you can see our picture is there...hahaha... Well the place is nice and cozy... Must go there again... Then i head home to sleep until Soon Seng pick me up to school for Samad Scouts Campfire...

Samad Scout campfire... One word... Boring... what la... why cahnge the rules.. I mean izzit it fun last time... And the dances was like arhh.... no energy la... Actually was ther to help the EX-juniors to dothe registration. everything went smoothly... Until aorund nine... Why Why Why???? Why did i miss the chance... My younger cousin ask me to go to the registration place as there were some problem at the place... It was nine and i was geting bored of the Campfire... I went there i saw a pretty girl... She was a guide... ao she ask me can she go in for free... At first i hesitated but later i felt sad for her i let fer in for free... Bad me rite.. if anyone of the campfie commitee is reading this and want to collect they're seven buck feel free too ask... but back to the story... I was so stupid not to ask for her number or MSN... Bodoh la.... But let bygones be by gones... hahahaha....The whole event ends at 11.30 and i went home to get the cake for Soon Seng birthday... Twelve midnigh strike and Soon Seng celebrated his first eighteen years old party with us bunch or monkeys...joy and laughter are felt in the air...(i hope it did) and pictures was took.... Well hope he like the present.. but by the look he dont seems to need it... So that present was a real wrong choice... hmmm.... probably next time i leave the present buyings to the girls or ppl with taste and not me... Well later as most of the guest of the party went home we headed to the Scouts den to chat.. We chatted to around 3 but Soon Seng, Roberta, Peng Wai all seems so tired so they went to sleep and within minutes of lying on the chair i fall asleep...

Got up at eight... walk around the school and then headed home at nine... and then the story continues on... but is just my normal like which i think by the secong paragraph you ppl already close my blog....

But today the real reason i wanted to blog was i needed to pour out my feelings... I was never good at that... I alwiz keep my problems too myself and try to solve it.. May it be studies, friendship or others... But i feel is time for me to come out from my shell to tell people wat i think... This may hurts some people feelings and may strain some friendship but this has been bothering me this few days.... Well i dunno when it actually started... I just feel that i'm not close to my high school firends anyome... Is just like not that same in high school where i get to know everything... But now is the reverse... probably i betray to much people trust that people do not trust me anyomore... or just to happy to get rid of me... i alwiz aks people opinion about me but is alwiz a positive answer but i can fell at time the just hope that i will keep me mouth shut... Probably is just that everyone has its new way and i am heading another... probably that is the cause... i mean like just recently... I met up with my old friends it just seems the others get closer am me just drifting more and more away from land....It just seems that i'm not talking with them anymore and they not talking to me... i mean they're conversation but the convrsation seems so unreal nowadays... It just seems that way... Sometimes i aliwz think when i'm close to a certain friend is just that like i have a mission to help the person suceed and after the mission is done..then we will just have only a quick conversation only...

Well probably i'm just thinking to much... I'm not blaming my friends but probably the wrong is in me as i did not put effort to try to keep that closeness..People do change... and i hope i didnt change much... But really now is that when i see old friends it seems that i have nothing to talk to them..Just example during From 4 i was close to a certain person and we chatt on the phone nearly everyday because we have some project and some other stuff to do.. But after that mission was done... the talking become less and i seem to be driftting away.... Many people thinks that i'm happy-go-lucky with life... but actually i am a person who actually fell insecure with my ows doing... Sometimes before i sleep i think did i make a wrong move in my life... and i think everyday i did... I never regrat what i did but just regrat for not making up to it

To all my friends who are reading this to the end i hope you understand that i'm not trying to say that you people are not talking to me or whatever... The real problem is with me.. Is is that i just seems to be... Ah..i just dunno...probably thinking to much... If you were offended by certain writing please forgive me...

Knowing you people had become the best thing that happen to my life... And i thank God for giving me such caring friends.. And i thank God to for granting my birthday wish... I see all of you have granted my birthday wish and i do not want anymore than that for my future birthday... All i want is you people to just be happy...Thast all...

Is getting late and i hope i didnt bored you.. Which I think i did?.. Anyway i really need to thin what went wrong... until my next entry. I pray that you are all safe... Love you people...

Horizons... :>

Muah....

2005-07-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

Muah at muah room... I look fat...hahaha

Me and my darling cousin, Nicole... Dont we look cute..hahaha

Muah at my Granny birthday...

Muah cousin, Kah Yin, My sis, Muah, And Muah cousin, Nicole

Hi..People... as i promise i upload some of my new pictures... i know i look ugly la... no need like that kind of face one... Aiyah.. God created us differently ma.. What to do..hahaha..Neway.. those picture were taken during my granny birthday... My hair look short rite...hahaha...Like kid onle...
Well have nothing much to blog...

Well been joining debates but lost in the semi-finals... a not bad achivement la... Bole tahan... first time ma.. And got a cert...so happy...my third cert in college..and i got to shook hands with the Principle..(lame)...well its been another week just gone like that..Well i'll be going form Samad campfire this Saturday... So happy... Why... Cos i get to see my high school friends... So long havent see them...

Well i shall end my short entry here... Probably shall continue in college... Is now one in the morning.. so Cherio...

I'm so HAPPPY.....HAPPPY.....HAPPPPPYYYYY.....

2005-07-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

Yeah.... Now blogspot can upload pictures so easy... Opps... forgot to wish everyone HI.... How you ppl... heheheheh... i'm so fine.. Why??... I've just finnish my first assignment... But still have three more to go... Well back to uploading picture... well No you can see my 'CUTE' face liao... hahahaha... Wait la i not perasan... Definition of CUTE is.... Adorable but ugly...hehehehe....... Well i've been longing to put all my birthday pictures to say a really BIG THANK YOU for all those people who remember my birthday but more because each and everyone of you make my wish come true..... What was the wish.... the wish was....(drumrolls)..... YOU PEOPLE WERE ALWIZ THERE FOR ME... LOVE.. LOVE... LOVE.. you GUYS AND GALS..... So now presenting my CUTE faces... since last year......

The Scouts Gang... At my birthday at Italianis(i think is spell this way) 2005

At my birtday with Ruying & Ai Ling
(my Beloved Panda Sister)

Me and also The Birthday Girl, Roberta..

The Whole Gang..Thanks for the party everyone

Year 2004... my 17th birthday at Mid Valley...

Well thats all the picture i have for now... since now is so easy to load a picture i will take more picture... I just Love to take picture but i'm not photogenic... But i'm still CUTE....hehehe....

Well been another week just pass so fast...Well nothing much i've done in college... Well i did have my first test... ACOUNTS...arghh... hate it but still LOVING it... i think i did ok in it... hehehehe... and i've just finnish my Malay assignment after one whole week spending on doing that stuff... arghh... hehehehe... Now fells so relief...Well i went to OU today... Tell you people a secret i actually didnt realise OU was ONE UTAMA until Chee Mun told me..damm blur...haih...hehehe... Daddy brought us to watch War of the World.. Is was an OK show la... Boleh tahan..but i think it could be inprove especialy on the War part between the army and the aliens.. soemthing like INDEPENDECE DAY... neway actually went to OU was to get a present for my God-Sister baby son... Will be going to her house on Thursday i think... hehehe.... Fun fun...

I dunno why i'm so GILA nowadays... really laughing all the time in college... I think my college friends going to tak boleh TAHAN liao... me 'sot sot' liao... hehehe...

So happy cos i'll get to see my old friends again in two weeks time as is the 10th PJ scouts campfire... Well there will be much to chat on... Yeah.. need to do so much cathcing up... Really miss you people... How are all of you?... didnt hear form all of you aledi.... forgotten about me lioa ah... hahaha... nvm... just hope all of you are happy k... hehehe..Samad Carnival will also be held soon... Damm get to see al my friends and lovable teachers of Samad again... So so happy... hehehehe... i really miss Samad... all the good old days...

Neway this entry will be short then the usual one cos i need to ZZZZZ.... I've got debate tommorow... DIE....hahaha... neway.. Hope you ppl are still smiling as you read my blog... Just hope for the hapiness of all of you... Love you ppl....

Signing of,
Horizons...

Assingment.....arghhh....

2005-06-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hi people... its been again another long time since i post... Been so BUZY.... I have like 3 assigments on my hand which need to be done... Really need some rest...I writing this entry while doing my assingment.. hahaha.... Well how is everyone... Hope you are all fine... Been missing all of you... Really want to meet you people.

Well have not been doing much interesting things in the past few days. Well as co-curicculam activities are compulsary so i have joined the Cntemporary Dance... Well is so fun as you know i so like dancing.... Well just learn Cha-Cha.... damm fun man... Shake your botty... C'mon... Well hope i can learn Salsa too....hahahaha

Why nothing interesting happen to me? so i can givw you more SPICE...hahahah...well still meeting lots of new people... Been mixing with other people in class....other then Ji Lin, Jo Anne and Khar Yee... well there in Jaime, Amelia, Christine, Catherine, Kumu (Tai Ka Jie= Class Rep) and others la... Yes Jacq... i'm still mixing with you... Stop spying on my entry la Jacq... you too never update your blog dare to marah me....hahahaha....(joking joking ok....)

Well even though i'm buzy with my work i did scan around friendster and i got too saw one person friendster... It was so cute.... I mean how he and the g/f..... there were so SWEET..... how they say thing about each other is so sincere and not thoese 'geli-geli' type... hahaha... don;t know how to explain... But they really look so good together... Like perfect pair ( even though there is no real perfect pair)... So nice..... I have also known one pair who are like that unfortunately things didnt happen they way it should be... FATE......... Sadly.. still single.... I mean i'm not desperate.... I NOT OK.... you people have been pushing me...hahahaha.... Is just that sometimes having someone to share your ups and down are good... but there is a proce to pay la.... Neway... having you people as friends are so enough already... Lets live everything to FATE.... is FATE is so cruel to me i dont even mind because i know you to will still LOVE me rite.... to all LOVERS in the world... I pray that you will alwiz be in LOVE with the one you LOVE...and those like me... i pray that FATE won't be cruel to you....

Well i dont really have any topic in my mind now cos been so buzy so really nothing to write to get interested... Is my entries getting more boring now.... Well hope not.... I really want to know what you want to read so i can write to you... I know all of you are waiting for THE BIG QUESTION EPISODE 2 but i cant rush thing cos no one Like me and i cant find anyone suitable.... Probably i'm not that ready yet.... hahahaha.....

Neway Wang Lee Hom is coming and i can go and watch hom perform... How Sad.... FATE again.. No Fate with him la.... So want to meet him in person to tell him how his song brought many impact to my life.... His song have so much meaning...His newest song 'FOREVER LOVE' was so touching... Is so meaningful... Loving someone sometimes you do not need to be with the other person just the person happiness will do.... The song was about the persona ex got married and the persona was the pianist.... Is was so meaningful... i really want to meet Him to tell him his song are so unbeliveble... When i hear his music i fell a chill down my spine... Is so real... i feel so ..... cant describe that feeling..... he is really talented.... Why God didnt give me the gift of music... I Love singing but i croak like a frog..i cant play insrument that good..i when i played the organ i feel like THUNDER is going to strike at me... Well you cant have everything in LIFE.... but i really want the talent to SING....hiah......

Well i need to sleep now... so sleppy.... catch with you people later..... Comment ok... i really really want to know what you people wants to read.... i dont think you like to hear on my boring LIFE rite...hahahah...Neway Good nite.....

With Love...
Horizons

After Two Weeks... And Here I'm

2005-06-24T10:19:00.000+08:00

Helllooo....Anyo Hasayo!!!!.. Hi People.. It's been another two weeks since i blog... God... too many people said i blog to slow...hahahaha...what to do... So busy ma.... Until today i must blog from my college... So sad.... hahahaha.. Well this entry hopefullt will not be too long.. Scared make you all sleep...hahahha.... So far no bad la college... Still have lots of Samad friends around here so its nice.... Chee Mun, Hui Sing (where the HELL are you la...don't see you in college one)..... and many more.....

Since started college i've been very buzy... lots of project to do and every week must hand up Mass Comunication Assigment on a news paper cutting... Haih... so so tiring... Then LRT from my home to college takes me 45 mintues... Luckily i've my MP3 player and some books to read or not... I think i'm going to be bored to death inside the LRT

Well met a lot of new friend... My whole class is a total wacko... of course la... public Relation student ma.... Sure 'mulut besar' la.... Haha...And lots of pretty girls too...hahaha..even my malay language project i'm the only guy... the torns among the roses they call me... WTH....hahaha...Neway i think i should leave now... Going to have class at eleven.... well see you soon... hopefully not in a week...hhahahaha...

Signing off,

Horizons....

(p/s.. comment on my last entry so-called old style poem ok...want to know how am i doing)....

Another Week Missing You!!!!!!

2005-06-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

As dawn broke down, the Sun awoke,
His balzing ray, shines through the land,
The War Horn is blown,
Arise thy Men,
Bring up your Swords!
Bring up thy Shield!
For our Motherland we fight,
Arise! Arise! Arise!
Bring up thy Banner!
Bring up thy Crown!
For the Love of thy Land.

Hi.... people...... How are you.... Its me again.... well another Buzy week as my college has a lots of assignment la..... Some more now doing accounts and also economics.... So blur la... this two subject is so alien to me la..... But Neway love Accounts actually.... Quite exciting doing it lo.... hahahah...... Wierd...

Well i joined the Chinese Orchestra... Wierd rite for me... Some more i'm learning the 'PIPA'...( is a pear-shape like guitar)... and guess what I AM THE ONLY BOY LEARNING IT....... hahaha... and the whole practise was converse in Mandarin... so banana there... But the funny thing is i actually understand HALF!!!!! or what the 'lao zhi' is saying..hahahaha...My Mandarin in getting better...muahahahaha....

Well Chee Mun birthday was on the Tenth of June which was yesterday and i didnt get to go.... So sorry yeah.... Neway you're eighteen now so just wanna wish you all the best and God Bless...... Happy Burfday......

Well went to see June's that day.... was fun.... she fetch me to go yam cha and then fetch me and my cousin home as that day i finnish my classes early.... So miss her.... Glad to hear she is happy with her new boyfriend (FIREWORKS).... I'll pray everthing will be smoothly for you both..... On the way back was cathing up with long lost tales.... informing each other what happen and when i reach home we were still talking in the car for one hour... Gosh... i fell so 'pat po'... but it was fun

Well so sad that now on Saturday I still need to go to school lo.... So sad... Sniff Sniff.... Some more today got boring economics class.... Alamak... was yawning through out the lecture.... Aduhai... Budak skrang ni memang tak guna.... Ishh ishh Ishh....hahahaha... But today fell like a fool la... Aduhai.... so stupid.. i satyed back for a while today at college to discuss our debate point. So i went home around two and i didnt know the last college bus leaves at 1.30p.m.. and i waited for thirty minutues until i realised it..So bodoh..... luckily i was not the only fool there la... thank God... so i walked to Taman Melati station.... Hiah.... What a day la

Well that day a college friend as me a question... will you want to have a girlfirend during your college life....???? Will i want....... Not sure la.... Well actually my answer was that i will not mind if the girl understands me... Cos i mean in college you do have a lot os assignement especially for my course as im doing Public Relation.... So if the girl understand me and if there is Fate la (as if only i will have Fate..ada pun lama sudah ada la...Ceh Wah)... But my search will still continue....and the say my entry title is 'The Big Question Episode Two' then it will be the day la....hahahaha

Well another funny thing is i always try to be the Love Psychologist( doenst know how much it help la...eh those poeple who got my consultation give me some feed back la) but when it is my turn i am at lost end.... haih.... There is alwiz one question i did think la... Just say i got in love the girl say yes..yada yada yada.... so what will you do on the first day ah??? i mean mostly poeple ask the girl to be his g/f on SMS or on telephone or on MSN one right... so after she said yes you only get to see her the next day rite.... so what you are you going to do on the first day la... Do you hold her hand la... or not....Etc la..... I so blur la.... now i need consultation la.... to get me ready for next time.... hahahaha....(hope you understand my question la)....

Well nothing much to say today as i'm super tired and i need to get up early in the morning tommorow so i will end my stupid entry here.... i know la my blog boring... No need to give that boring look one le.... ahhahaha

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
(Mother Teresa)

So people continue to love your love one and the people beside you.... if you need help look for me and i'll try my best to help you... I'll be praying for all of you.... God Bless

Signing off,
Horizons @_@

Sorry.... I'm Back Again

2005-06-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hi People.... Sorry again.... Cause didnt blog so long... Is been two weeks since i've blog... Well been very very buzy since college started....So lets start from last week........

So last Tuesday was my first day at College Tunku Abdul Rahman... a really huge college.... lots of slope.... Hopefully can loose weight by walking..hahaha.... Well it started of with Mass Call on the first Day..... well normal stuff... Blahh.. Blahh...Blahh... About the college vision la... this la... that la.... after all the speeches by the principle (nice woman)... Then we were made to break into our school.... So now i'm in the School of Pre-University Studies or SPUS.... Then we have a talk on our course which is CPS and not CPU... CPS stands for Certificate of Pre-University Studies... After that we have like get to know session... Didnt get to know much people.. Met two people which is Jacquline (Jacq) and Zi Kai.... Jacq's taking English Studies so she my English Teacher and Zi Kai is taking Chinese Studies so he is my Mandarin 'Sifu'... Did i tell you that TAR College students mostly speaks Mandarin... I feel so 'banana' there.... hahaha

I actually no need to go to school on the second day but beacuse i want to get my ID done so i was there and in the evening at three i joined the college Orientation Quiz....The first test is an IQ test and God... I was in to the semi final.... Which fall on Thursday.... went to the final in a group and my group won... I didnt do anything.....And my group and I was in the Final and won third place....HAhaha....Couldn't believe my luck....hahahaha... The went for Gotong Royong on Friday... Quite stupid so i dowan to elaborate on it la......

So on saturday got to wake up late la... No need to do anything..... So i went to Bandar Utama with my parents.... And at night went to Restaurant Telephone right opposite Kelana Jaya station for Hon Wai Birthday.....Happy birthday Hon Wai...Eighteen liao lu........ Welll later in the night we went to school to see our ex-scouts, Junior Camp.......Went back at twelve... Birthday boy fetch me back...hahahaha......

Sunday was a total rest day.....Thank God....Phew!!!!..... Blessed Day...!!! Thank you God for making Sunday a Holiday....

Well Monday was my first day of Class..... English....... Nice lecturer...didnt do much accept by hearing the lecturer funny jokes... Second day got some lectures..... Writting for Mass Comm was very intresting as I have and very open minded teacher..... Well have one bunch of a cool classmates too.....Hahahaha....And you know what...I'm the Assistant Class Reprsentative......hahahaha.....And you know what there are damm lots of 'leng lui' in my class....hahaha......Somemore my malay assignment i;m the only guy in my group and there are three 'leng lui' in my group....hahahaha....... So now can 'kap lui' liao....hahahaha..

I'll be going back to Malacca tommorow for my Granny birthday so i'm signing off soon.....

Well hope to see you people soon....Love ya

Forgotten today was my first anniversary of a message i keep for one year in my h/p..... Is from a fren and the message there was very very menberi galakan so i feel so hard to delete it.... Well hope can keep in for few more years.... Thanks to the person who send me the message... You were indeed a good friend.....

Well signing off... Love you all

Horizons.....

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